I hate...
school.
family.
friends.
homework.
life.
everything.
Life isn't suppose to be like this. I thought living was about living life to the fullest and being happy, laughing and smiling. That's what movies make life look like. I guess that's a fantasy. Reality... shit tons of homework, confined to my room and no happiness, no smiling.
Depression. People think I can always put on a smile and laugh on spot. People say you aren't suppose to feel like this. But I'm human too. Nothing makes me happy anymore. Nothing can make me smile, if I do smile, it's fake. So people don't know, that I'm feeling this way. If this is reality, I don't want it anymore.
Every time someone asks me if I'm ok, its just a reminder that I'm not. I'm crying inside and no one knows it but me...
family.
friends.
homework.
life.
everything.
Life isn't suppose to be like this. I thought living was about living life to the fullest and being happy, laughing and smiling. That's what movies make life look like. I guess that's a fantasy. Reality... shit tons of homework, confined to my room and no happiness, no smiling.
Depression. People think I can always put on a smile and laugh on spot. People say you aren't suppose to feel like this. But I'm human too. Nothing makes me happy anymore. Nothing can make me smile, if I do smile, it's fake. So people don't know, that I'm feeling this way. If this is reality, I don't want it anymore.
Every time someone asks me if I'm ok, its just a reminder that I'm not. I'm crying inside and no one knows it but me...