I'm always so angry.
So I never really use this journal. Or any in fact.
But when I remember, I'm always pissed or scared.
Kind of a mixture of both right now. I feel as though I bother every one every time I open my mouth. Whether it's online or in person. Mostly in person though. I talk to people, feel like we're becoming friends and then I shrink away because it's like they don't understand me. My personality and interests, my humour it's all just...so messed up compared to everyone else. I keep myself secluded.
It makes me want to just curl up and cry so much. I'm glad I have my girlfriend, she understands me. But I can't be with her 24/7.
But when I remember, I'm always pissed or scared.
Kind of a mixture of both right now. I feel as though I bother every one every time I open my mouth. Whether it's online or in person. Mostly in person though. I talk to people, feel like we're becoming friends and then I shrink away because it's like they don't understand me. My personality and interests, my humour it's all just...so messed up compared to everyone else. I keep myself secluded.
It makes me want to just curl up and cry so much. I'm glad I have my girlfriend, she understands me. But I can't be with her 24/7.