humm random blabbings?
wow so i havent had a decent entry for awhile an i kinda need to clear my head sooo here it goes...
lets see homecomings coming up, asb is starting to go full board now it kinda sucks cuz i feel like im in the dark for a lot of the stuff but w/e i dont care ne more...havent been asked yet, but i guess thats okay, im going inglemoors homecoming so thats cool im excited for that.
stevie got hurt awhile back an now he has amnesia...it sucks because ive seen him like 3-4 times in the past 2 days an he forgets who i am when we are done talking...it kinda sucks but i cant even think about how frusterating it must be for him knowing that he should know all of his friends names an everything that he did know an that he cant...i hope he gets better fast cuz i love that kid.
soccers getting frusterating.(school)i feel like i dont have as much skill as the rest of the girls on the field, an so like when we are playing a crap i always feel like i have no confidance in myself when i am playing, whereas in rec im totally the opposite...then theres all this team drama shit.. mo's complaing about how no one puts in effort an how this team sucks an that we arent like last years team at all an that shes so close to quitting...i dont get it if you want the team to change you have to take the first step... she puts out effort but she does it with a chip on her shoulder, i wish shed get over the fact that yea this isnt last years team an that this years team is trying to live up to expectations, we may not be perfect but what team isnt a work in progress...then theres a couple girls that do goof off occasionally, but its harmless an then theres girls that take it too seriously its just kind frusterating i dont know who to please ne more hahaha just kinda gotta go out there balls out i guess...
school is getting hard just because im trying so hard to be the student that i never was...it feels like there isnt enough days in the weekend to recoop from the previous week!! how will i survive the school year if this is only the 3rd week into it an im already begging them to slow down a bit?!?!?! ahhhhh
boys are dumb... no more comments there i think most girls get the point of what im saying
work is pretty cool, yesterday was my second day on the job an i only messed up one pizza but like 5 minutes later we got a order for that pizza that i had made so it was all good. the only girl that i met was ally shes hecka tite i like her alot shes from IHS an is a senior i like her had quite a few laughs there yesterday...
softball starts soon, im dreading that, last year burned me out i know that this is my last year playing select, i dont think that i can handle another year like last years...which is going to be hell telling my rents sense they like live through me playing softball seriously they put so much freakin pressure on me to be one of the best players because its the game that they love....not so much the game that i love... :\
soccer game today against meadowdale, im hoping ill do good, i really want my confidance in my skills to go up to how i know they are... felton has me playing midwing so i have gotten a lot of shots in at goal, just none have gone in, but i swear by the end of the season i will have one! lol
defidently torn with 3 guys, uhh dumb!! i need to just say no!! hahahahhaah
well im gonna go now gotta get ready for socca ttyl lyl latas
oh yea an football tonight also...redmonds gonna get it up the cheeks
:: Mally ::
lets see homecomings coming up, asb is starting to go full board now it kinda sucks cuz i feel like im in the dark for a lot of the stuff but w/e i dont care ne more...havent been asked yet, but i guess thats okay, im going inglemoors homecoming so thats cool im excited for that.
stevie got hurt awhile back an now he has amnesia...it sucks because ive seen him like 3-4 times in the past 2 days an he forgets who i am when we are done talking...it kinda sucks but i cant even think about how frusterating it must be for him knowing that he should know all of his friends names an everything that he did know an that he cant...i hope he gets better fast cuz i love that kid.
soccers getting frusterating.(school)i feel like i dont have as much skill as the rest of the girls on the field, an so like when we are playing a crap i always feel like i have no confidance in myself when i am playing, whereas in rec im totally the opposite...then theres all this team drama shit.. mo's complaing about how no one puts in effort an how this team sucks an that we arent like last years team at all an that shes so close to quitting...i dont get it if you want the team to change you have to take the first step... she puts out effort but she does it with a chip on her shoulder, i wish shed get over the fact that yea this isnt last years team an that this years team is trying to live up to expectations, we may not be perfect but what team isnt a work in progress...then theres a couple girls that do goof off occasionally, but its harmless an then theres girls that take it too seriously its just kind frusterating i dont know who to please ne more hahaha just kinda gotta go out there balls out i guess...
school is getting hard just because im trying so hard to be the student that i never was...it feels like there isnt enough days in the weekend to recoop from the previous week!! how will i survive the school year if this is only the 3rd week into it an im already begging them to slow down a bit?!?!?! ahhhhh
boys are dumb... no more comments there i think most girls get the point of what im saying
work is pretty cool, yesterday was my second day on the job an i only messed up one pizza but like 5 minutes later we got a order for that pizza that i had made so it was all good. the only girl that i met was ally shes hecka tite i like her alot shes from IHS an is a senior i like her had quite a few laughs there yesterday...
softball starts soon, im dreading that, last year burned me out i know that this is my last year playing select, i dont think that i can handle another year like last years...which is going to be hell telling my rents sense they like live through me playing softball seriously they put so much freakin pressure on me to be one of the best players because its the game that they love....not so much the game that i love... :\
soccer game today against meadowdale, im hoping ill do good, i really want my confidance in my skills to go up to how i know they are... felton has me playing midwing so i have gotten a lot of shots in at goal, just none have gone in, but i swear by the end of the season i will have one! lol
defidently torn with 3 guys, uhh dumb!! i need to just say no!! hahahahhaah
well im gonna go now gotta get ready for socca ttyl lyl latas
oh yea an football tonight also...redmonds gonna get it up the cheeks
:: Mally ::