Elizabeth Marie Elliot

Nov 28, 2004 20:35

My sister got engaged. I didn't give her the reaction she wanted. 1) because she had previously told me lol. 2) I don't know. I guess it's hard to believe. I don't really think it's that big a deal... 'Cause like I said, it's hard to believe. I guess I didn't really know how serious they were. I feel so bad saying it, but I'm very doubtful they'll last. :-\. I am happy for her. I think there's some underlying reason of why i'm not so ecstatic like everyone else. My mom cried for god's sake. But then again, it' Liz and she's perfect and what not. Maybe I'm jealous? No no, not like that, I'm not jealous of her lol. In no ways mean do I want Jeremy. I mean, maybe I'm jealous because once again, Liz will get all the praise and I'll just be scorned at.
Maybe it's just another reminder how much I'm not liked in my own home and how much of a screw up I am.

Meat
To see cooked meat in you dream, denotes that you will see others obtain the object for which you have been striving for.
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