Colby...
I doubt your going to care enough to read this or even want to... and I dont blame you but i just... i just have to get this out there... I really did not mean that.. and you should know this of all people... I am trying to type through tears here..Colby you know my feelings.. and I am sorry that I just.... I snapped... I really didnt mean it... but if you dont want to talk to me.. i gues.. i guess I'll give cidra bac all your thins and completely understand... just know.. I only confided in you because I did and do truely trust you... And it really hurts knowing that I might never talk to you again... or anything.... You have no clue... trust me... nothing you could have felt can compair to this...... you can doubt me all you want but I know how I feel... I just wanted to sk for forgiveness... even thought I doubt I will get any,,, It really is hard to believe how close we were.... does this even phase you?! does it hurt at all?! all well.. I will be sending you this on Deviant and FB so ladda ~K~