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It is mearly impossile to explain this feeling. When ever the Panic! songs come on that he always mouths the words to i get the butterflies ten fold because the image of him floats through my mind. After realizing how childish i have been being I now just feel so much stronger for him. I never want to loose this feeling EVER again. I hate the fact that I let my own self pitty get in the way of it once. I have written him a letter that I will hand deliver to him. I cannot help but feel as if his arms are wrapped around me once again right now. If this ever does have to end then I just hope that he finds nothing other than happiness. I will not turn to Bella if this does end. Or I will try my damndest not to. I am going to give this all I've got, I will fight for this to work out. I love you, of this I am sure. Until we talk again, and do not worry I shall not pry or try not to. ~Kk~