Break Down....
My great grandpa is in the hospital AGAIN. And i cant visit him because of my weak immunsystem that the docs gave me by giving me meds i didnt need. and my parents are now staying in the hospitall as much as possible.... each time he goes to the hospital its something else... now i really just wanna go numb... fully totally numb... he's one of the closest people to me... and i havent been able to see him because of my health... and now he's DIEING.... just let me slip away.... please... please.