homesick ramble...
ok, so.. i never thought that this could actually 100% happen... but i am completely home sick. I miss my mother insainely and a couple of friends that bad too. last night it actually caused me to breakdown so now i have a massive migrain and, of course, i'm rethinking everything. idky i always rethink everything when i breakdown, its really rather annoying but i do. Today i have puffy bags under my eyes and a migrian tht i wouldnt even wish on freaking asshole. right now i'm at my friends house all alone cuz everyone's at work, and i'm looking up flights home... i'm coming back earlier thn friday... but i'm busy everyday tht i'm back early actually, heh. my coworker has a million (<-- not really) horror movies that i kinda wanna see so we're hanging out a ton. if ya waanna hang lemme kno, k? i'm kinmda dreading but looking forward to college at the same time because i'm not gonna see yous until the weekens if that.. but i'm gonna b on a new adventure and everything. i think tht the relationship i'm in is kinda a dead end one... its ong distance unless one of us move, i cant and i wont ask them to... i actually dont really want them to cuz i'm not ready to settle down or anything yet... i just figured that out last night ><" I miss the days where i would just be able to walk the streets of rehoboth with my friends and that was good enough for everyone. just hanging out, having fun, talking, being friends. it was simpler and easier bac then.... i mean, i wouldnt p[ass up the expperiances i've gone through... because then i wouldnt be me... but i would like a siple day every once in a while. well i thin k i'm done now... sorry for any typos, ttyl. Kay