So....
This song never felt so alive before.
Click to viewIt's been a long time, and it's been hard. But I think I've finally truely began to move on. Theres very few things that I can do, I am not the greatest and I kno it. I also know I am not the worse one out there, there are people who should be, and those who shouldn't, I get that. There's nothing that really make sense right now besides my newest endevors. Since the last time we hung out its been hard, flash backs have been more frequent... but they're easing. I have someone that is helping me move on. It's easier this way... but harder too. Its hard not talking to everyone like I used to, but its easier because I dont have to explain as much. That song... "She Never Cried In Front Of Me".... strikes a cord... but to get tht cord to go away I listen to it a lil bit now... just like "When It Was Me". This isn't anyone's fault but my own. Its kinda my sadistic nature surfacing I guess. I just needed to get this out some how... Even if I doubt anyone will read this, or if they do care. I don't expect any comments, even if they'd b nice. /shrug. How was I supposed to know?