The last letter from Lillian before the war.

[jocha2005]

 This cuts like a knife except deeper with out leaving a mark. if it was only simpler and just a thought. But no, It is not. This is the trueth Colden, as it will always be. Yes, this kills me to tell you, and yes it may hurt but we both knew what was going to happen. I see the shine in your eyes, and the way you hold yourself when we are there Col, and I notice more than I wish. So this must be the end, not only of this war... but of "us". I know, this is backwards... that I should fight. But I no longer see the point, I see what your heart does and now I will let it be free. I do wish that things were different, that I thought after this you would stay my friend.. but I now know you all too well. You will slowly slip away from me my very close friend... and that is the part the hurts the most. I asked you to wait until after the battle to read this only to try and keep your mind on the fight. But I do doubt you waited. I love you, but not as many would think. It grew from as friend to partners, but now it is as a companion. And I know that even now, my heart will shatter, that this fight will not be the thing running through my mind, but yet the enevitable future to come. This is not good bye my love, even as you give me the good bye kiss be for the battle. We will meet again, when I am not sure, nor how... but we will.
     Forever,
         Lillian Crestor

I am writing the next chapter for "The Hunters" and this is a little taste of what is going to be.... ^-^