Realization
Ok i have realized something... this feeling will not go away. So why should I fight it.. i'm goinging to try and embrace the feeling that i get whne i think about him, or talk to him. Even if there may be moments that there is oain, the good moments will always be worth it. I will not give up, but rather give into the happiness... i shal write more later, just kno i am not sure of my path or what is ment to be.. but rather how it makes me feel when he is near me.