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I don't know how to say this but, i never thought that him being away, not being able to hear his voice, would make me feel so alone.
Today on the train, on my way to meet danielle and xuewei, the song 'always you and i' came on my ipod and all of the sudden i have the urge to cry. Its the lyrics, i think. it goes like this.
I’ll be the air that you breathe
I’ll give the strength that you need
I’ll be the light in your eyes
When hope becomes hard to see
I’ll be your shining star
To guide you wherever you are
And I promise that I’ll be by your side
Always you and I
No, you’re not alone
Without a love to call your own
‘Cause I’ll always be right there for you
To help you carry on
A heart that’s always true
Girl, I’m giving mine to you
And everything you’ll ever need
I promise I will do
it dawned on me that he has always, always been there for me. he has always been by my side, as promised. when i'm too lazy to find stuff to eat, he'll cook for me. when it's late after clubbing, he'll fetch me (and my friends) home. if i'm sad, he'll make me laugh. if i want something, he'll save money to buy it for me. if i'm greedy he'll let me eat his food. if i want to eat beancurd in the middle of the night he'll bring me there.and the list just goes on and on....
it scares me that i'm so dependant on him. i choose not to do stuff so that he'll do it for me. he has promised me many things, and many things he's fulfilling one by one. and me? sometimes i don't even know what i did to deserve it..sometimes i just feel like i don't deserve it at all. i just feel very sad right now, i don't know what is wrong.
i miss him, i really do. its just been 2 nights but its more than i can bear.
Today on the train, on my way to meet danielle and xuewei, the song 'always you and i' came on my ipod and all of the sudden i have the urge to cry. Its the lyrics, i think. it goes like this.
I’ll be the air that you breathe
I’ll give the strength that you need
I’ll be the light in your eyes
When hope becomes hard to see
I’ll be your shining star
To guide you wherever you are
And I promise that I’ll be by your side
Always you and I
No, you’re not alone
Without a love to call your own
‘Cause I’ll always be right there for you
To help you carry on
A heart that’s always true
Girl, I’m giving mine to you
And everything you’ll ever need
I promise I will do
it dawned on me that he has always, always been there for me. he has always been by my side, as promised. when i'm too lazy to find stuff to eat, he'll cook for me. when it's late after clubbing, he'll fetch me (and my friends) home. if i'm sad, he'll make me laugh. if i want something, he'll save money to buy it for me. if i'm greedy he'll let me eat his food. if i want to eat beancurd in the middle of the night he'll bring me there.and the list just goes on and on....
it scares me that i'm so dependant on him. i choose not to do stuff so that he'll do it for me. he has promised me many things, and many things he's fulfilling one by one. and me? sometimes i don't even know what i did to deserve it..sometimes i just feel like i don't deserve it at all. i just feel very sad right now, i don't know what is wrong.
i miss him, i really do. its just been 2 nights but its more than i can bear.