Mar 12, 2006 15:03
Only one more week untill I'm off over to the P.I. I'm very excited. I can't believe it's finally here. Yay for me seeing Angelo!
In other news, I've been hanging out with Kailyn a lot, and now, Lindsey too. It's been a lot of fun. The only thing is, I'm starting to get back into "things" I have'nt done in quite some time. I'd forgotten how much fun I'd have doing "them". Just feeling so good and whatnot. I hate having the feeling that there's an argument going on inside of my head though. I know it's wrong, but I do it anyways. I guess I just don't have any will power anymore. I also find myself getting more excited to be moving out so it'll be easier for me to be doing these "things". I know it's not a good thing, but I don't exactly find it to be that bad. Like I know it's not making me any different of a person. So, should I really care that much? I think what's making me feel bad is how other friends feel about these "things". And I don't want them to know becuse I'm afraid there view point of me will change. Well, it is my life and I'd like to have fun with it. Does doing bad things make you a bad person?