Maybe that's just your way of dealing with the pain.
I'm so happy for tonight. If everything goes as planned I'll be gettin nice and wasted.*sigh* Not laid though. Oh well, maybe some other time. Haha. Yea, I'm just hanging out with the girls tonight. We'll just be playing poker and drinking and yea. I'm excited. I have'nt drank since that halloween party. Ashley invited me to go party with her. I excepted, but I have no idea when they are. So this weekend I'm not ganna. Yea, so uh......I have a new addiction. DDR. Yea. I love it. I play like all the time. I'm always craving to play too. I'm ganna play for an hour after I get home. It's like my new workout. I did'nt join a gym like I'd planned so this is good enough for me. You get a really good sweat going. Just what you want to hear about. Me sweating. Oh, you know you like it. Anyways. So my dad had rehersal last night and saw Nick. I guess his phones busted and yadda yadda. My dad was like, Ithink he'd like to see you on Sunday. I said, I'd like to sleep in on Sunday. But I was thinking, You would like him to see me on Sunday. Yea. I dunno. He is really, really cute. And I am kinda lookin for something right now. Hmm. I dunno. Depends on how I feel Saturday night I guess. Well, I should go now. 2 months and 2 weeks from today till I see Angelo!!