Dec 22, 2005 09:02
Alex and I got into an arguement this morning. It's really hard because it's so easy to give up on someone when they're so far away. I guess I'll just wait it out. See what becomes of it. I almost started to cry, but I refrained in fear someone would see. I wish I could stop thinking about it. There's nothing I can do.
Tonight is the rehersal. I shall meet the Nick. Most likely nothing will will happen. We'll say "Hi" or "Nice to meet you" and that will be that. Giving up feels like the best option right now. I hope Alex is Ok. I hope David is happy and ends up with an STD. I hope all of you are well.
"Eyes, look your last! Arms, take your last embrace!"