Dec 05, 2005 14:19
Good song. I had forgotten how much I loved singing. I came to relize this on Saturday at the tournament when I was asked to sing the Anthem in the next 5 mins. I accepted and sang I did. It was'nt very good for the fact that I was'nt warmed up and I rushed it because I know all the wrestlers are wanting to wrestle. But yes, it was still fun. That was a long day. Lake Stevens kicked ass like usual. But still a pretty good tourny. I'll be missing tonight's Monday night football with the Seahawks to go to a match. Oh well. I'm over it. So lately I feel like I'v been letting myself down. Like I tell myself I'm going to do all these things but never do them. I feel like a failur in some ways. I guess maybe I just don't have my priorities in life straightened out. Maybe it's because I don't really care...? I want to though. I don't know what's up with me. Another thing is I feel like I should be really busy, but I have nothing really to do. I'm going to thank David for that becauuse I'd be with him every night and day and now I'm not at all. I mean, I am hanging out with people, and I'm doing things. Now I'm just contradicting myself. Don't listen to me. How about you just do me a favor and ask me out for dinner or a cup of coffee. I like being out with people. Makes me miss......David. NO! Don't stoop to that. *sigh* Slap me. Hug me. Kick me. Kiss me. I don't care.