Of Nightmares
So, I have been consistently having bad morning dreams, specifically on mornings after I have stayed at Matt's place and am able to sleep in. Basically the routine goes as such: go to sleep, have decent/good/nondescript dreams/ alarm goes off at seven- Matt goes to shower, I go back to sleep / Matt comes to kiss me goodbye, I, sleepily, do the same / back to sleep / TERRIBLE DREAMS!!!
These are not any sort of terrible either- they're long, very real feeling dreams that involve me doing SOMETHING TERRIBLE that screws things up, and usually results in the death of everyone I love. EVERYONE. Like this morning's dream, with nuclear winter, and the roads made of ice that we had to drive a car over to escape the newest people predator- the alpaca. You may laugh, because in my dream we escaped alpaca's, but they were not really alpacas in the sense that we think about alpaca's today. They were more like hyenas, but bigger. Anyways, so these hyena alpacas chased us all the way to my grandmother's house. Again, you laugh, but my grandmother is dead, so I was very glad to be at her house, and to find her alive. Until I couldn't get rid of the hyena alpaca, and it ran into the house and DESTROYED EVERYTHING GOOD.
Maybe I am repressing something?
These are not any sort of terrible either- they're long, very real feeling dreams that involve me doing SOMETHING TERRIBLE that screws things up, and usually results in the death of everyone I love. EVERYONE. Like this morning's dream, with nuclear winter, and the roads made of ice that we had to drive a car over to escape the newest people predator- the alpaca. You may laugh, because in my dream we escaped alpaca's, but they were not really alpacas in the sense that we think about alpaca's today. They were more like hyenas, but bigger. Anyways, so these hyena alpacas chased us all the way to my grandmother's house. Again, you laugh, but my grandmother is dead, so I was very glad to be at her house, and to find her alive. Until I couldn't get rid of the hyena alpaca, and it ran into the house and DESTROYED EVERYTHING GOOD.
Maybe I am repressing something?