tuesday
i'm in the library. i didn't want to come to school today, but my mom made me. i had 15 minutes to get ready, and somehow, i made it to the bus. if i hadn't made it, i could've stayed home. but, sigh, i didn't.
so now i have katie's preseeeeent waiting for her and laurel to show up so i don't have to carry it around alllll daaaaaaay looooong. sheesh. the things i do for my friends. jUust kidding; i'm more than happy to carry the present around because A: it looks cool and B: I can tell people it's for my cool friend KatieLady, and they'll be all "oooh jocelyn is so cool!"
so yes. i got to see derek yesterday..that was nice. i was having a really bad day, and i felt better being with him. he'd had a bad day too, so actually we made each other feel better. =] we wento to starbucks among other places, and when i was watching him just being him, i could feel my love for him swell up in my heart and i was just like "OH MY GOD I AM SO IN LOVE, THIS IS INSANE!" yeah, it was fantastic. DEREK is fantastic.
i have no makeup on, and my hair looks weird, and my clothes dont really match. but i think all that is cool right now, to rebel against society's view of what's cool. then again, society's view of what's cool right now is rebellion, so what do i do? conform? then i'll be rebelling! ah! i'm so confused!
i think i'm going to go to the bathroom and just get all of this gross sickness out of me! blech, i hate being sick!
i hope you are all doing well in your kingdoms.
byee<3
so now i have katie's preseeeeent waiting for her and laurel to show up so i don't have to carry it around alllll daaaaaaay looooong. sheesh. the things i do for my friends. jUust kidding; i'm more than happy to carry the present around because A: it looks cool and B: I can tell people it's for my cool friend KatieLady, and they'll be all "oooh jocelyn is so cool!"
so yes. i got to see derek yesterday..that was nice. i was having a really bad day, and i felt better being with him. he'd had a bad day too, so actually we made each other feel better. =] we wento to starbucks among other places, and when i was watching him just being him, i could feel my love for him swell up in my heart and i was just like "OH MY GOD I AM SO IN LOVE, THIS IS INSANE!" yeah, it was fantastic. DEREK is fantastic.
i have no makeup on, and my hair looks weird, and my clothes dont really match. but i think all that is cool right now, to rebel against society's view of what's cool. then again, society's view of what's cool right now is rebellion, so what do i do? conform? then i'll be rebelling! ah! i'm so confused!
i think i'm going to go to the bathroom and just get all of this gross sickness out of me! blech, i hate being sick!
i hope you are all doing well in your kingdoms.
byee<3