A fine night for waking

[jocelynpoo]

I
am
awake.

I am tired.
I am awake.

I have a headache.
I am awake.

I am listening to the Pixies.
I am awake and reminiscing.

I am missing you four friends of mine
I have not been on livejournal for weeeeeeks.

I am missing Derek like I've never missed anyone or anything before
My heart is yearning for his to beat next to mine.
I feel so incredibly incomplete without him by my side.
Can't he just be here with me?
It's been only three days.
I won't see him again until the 30th of July.

Isn't life grand?