Another Nautic
I feel a lot better than I did when I posted my last bloggy.
But things got worse before they got better, and it was terrible. This past week has been easily the worst of the year. I was seriously going through withdrawals of all kinds.
Tuesday morning was wonderful, but then I got a migraine--not because of Derek--and it didn't go away all week. The medicine doesn't work. Nothing except pure vodka works, and you know what? I feel horrible when I drink it because it hurts Derek so much. And now I know it hurts Chris.
Wednesday I got an hour long nose bleed, and I swear I lost at least a pint of blood. I think I was bleeding from my brain, because it was a totally different kind of nose bleed. It came on so fast and didn't stop pouring for the entire fourth period, so I guess it was a little more than an hour.
I was just sitting there on the cold bathroom floor, trying not to gag from the shitty aroma, and I was bent over the toilet with this huge tension headache and my heart was pounding and I couldn't see straight, and I was just there suffering for way too long.
But things got worse still. Derek and i were arguing when I should have just been listening and inding ways to compromise. instead I got mad and frustrated and it sucked until Thursday night when we got everything sorted out, and now I realize how much I care for him. He is the most amazing person I've ever met.
So needless to say, I'm happy today. I could be better if I were with Derek so we could play Dynasty Warriors and have a grand time. but for the most part, i feel GOOOOD.
So thanks to Chris especially, but thanks to all of you because you make me smileeeeeeeeeeeee.
But things got worse before they got better, and it was terrible. This past week has been easily the worst of the year. I was seriously going through withdrawals of all kinds.
Tuesday morning was wonderful, but then I got a migraine--not because of Derek--and it didn't go away all week. The medicine doesn't work. Nothing except pure vodka works, and you know what? I feel horrible when I drink it because it hurts Derek so much. And now I know it hurts Chris.
Wednesday I got an hour long nose bleed, and I swear I lost at least a pint of blood. I think I was bleeding from my brain, because it was a totally different kind of nose bleed. It came on so fast and didn't stop pouring for the entire fourth period, so I guess it was a little more than an hour.
I was just sitting there on the cold bathroom floor, trying not to gag from the shitty aroma, and I was bent over the toilet with this huge tension headache and my heart was pounding and I couldn't see straight, and I was just there suffering for way too long.
But things got worse still. Derek and i were arguing when I should have just been listening and inding ways to compromise. instead I got mad and frustrated and it sucked until Thursday night when we got everything sorted out, and now I realize how much I care for him. He is the most amazing person I've ever met.
So needless to say, I'm happy today. I could be better if I were with Derek so we could play Dynasty Warriors and have a grand time. but for the most part, i feel GOOOOD.
So thanks to Chris especially, but thanks to all of you because you make me smileeeeeeeeeeeee.