Friday night... home alone... SuX...
Its friday night and im home! UGHHH... I hate it! Everyone is gone and im stuck home. I was suppose to go to Club Electric tonight to support my friend in the dance competition, but I couldnt go! Im completely broke today. That sucks too. I feel kinda bad, but he called me very last minute and nobody was here, so I couldnt borrow money. So I just told him I couldnt make it... Tomorrow im getting paid though... YAY! Early in the morning too! Whoo hoo! I hate being broke! I didnt get to go shopping today either! I got out of work at like 9am. Man I work right across the street from Circuit city, and damn it was sooo packed this morning! It was 5:45 am, and it was packed!!!! It was cold, and the line was all curved around the building already... I was like these crazy nuts! LOL... last year it was the same crap... except last yr I was at work and we saw like ambulance's and police all over the parking lot. I dont know what happened, but we were like dayum... lol.. people are so crazy. Anyway I dont think I wouldve been in the mood to be out and about shopping today. I had a headache, and an upset stomach, so its prob. best I was broke. My brother left today, that sucked! I hate that he lives 2 hrs away. I wish he lived here in San Antonio. I guess its sort of selfish, cause we are the ones who moved from Houston... but I miss him sooo much. I feel like we lost alot of connection... like its not like before. I mean it is, but I dunno. I just wish he was here so we could hang out whenever we wanted and do stuff whenever. He had to leave today cause he had to work tonight. He works at this very very high class restaurant called O'Rourkes... man those people make me sooo Fu*king sick... my brother told us that they go in and spend $500 on a bottle of wine... k but yet they pass the toys for tots donation box, and throw in $1 toy from the fu*king dollar store... wtf... People are so greedy nowadays. It drives me insane! I mean c'mon... im not anywhere near rich, but I try to buy pretty cool toys every year for the Toys for Tots program. Its just real sad that people can be so damn rich and stingy. Ughhh... im still trippin out, cause im here by myself... Richard went to Austin with his cousin to visit some family. I miss him... I dont know if I should be feeling that way, but im serious... I do miss him. I dont know whats going to happen with us. We talk everyday and usually see eachother everyday. I havent seen him since Wednesday cause my brothers been in town and ive been spending all my time with him and my family. *edit* Actually I take that back I saw him on Thanksgiving for like 10 minutes... it was kinda not a good thing, ill have to explain later... lol... I think thats the longest though, cause if I dont see him everyday, its every other day... lol... we have fun together. I really enjoy his company. Hes funny, sweet, and just an all around great guy. Im really happy that I met him. Im hoping for something special... Anyway I took some pics... so ill share since I rarely do... I dont know how to do the lj cut yet, I tried, but nope didnt work out for me... lol... anyway heres my pix...
Me....
Me again..
and again...
still me...
being a dork...
me and my baby brother, awww I love him soooo much!!! We did black and white cause he had a big red zit on his nose... hahaha...