Yay!.
Well today was okay, i guess you could say. It was normal.
Umm i woke up. And started my moms car, and cleaned it off for her. and took a shower. Josh eventually came over. But i dont know. Its sorta hard to be the same with him, cuz i know in the back of my mind that he didnt want to take me back, and that i cant get it out of my head that he only took me back cuz i begged him to. But i hope thats not the case. I hope he actually took me back cuz he wanted to, not because i mad him. You know what i mean? I love him more than anything. And i never want to lose him. And even for that like hour i didnt have him was the most miserable time of my life. I dont know what i would do without him. But im glad he took me back, yes its great. But i want him to make sure that i know the truth. Why he really took me back. Im very confused. Josh if your reading this. Please. Help me. I love you. :-/ Jocelyn.
Umm i woke up. And started my moms car, and cleaned it off for her. and took a shower. Josh eventually came over. But i dont know. Its sorta hard to be the same with him, cuz i know in the back of my mind that he didnt want to take me back, and that i cant get it out of my head that he only took me back cuz i begged him to. But i hope thats not the case. I hope he actually took me back cuz he wanted to, not because i mad him. You know what i mean? I love him more than anything. And i never want to lose him. And even for that like hour i didnt have him was the most miserable time of my life. I dont know what i would do without him. But im glad he took me back, yes its great. But i want him to make sure that i know the truth. Why he really took me back. Im very confused. Josh if your reading this. Please. Help me. I love you. :-/ Jocelyn.