So caught back up into my old delemma.
Well right now I am at my Dads house, Fun Fun. And I am here with Chris, Zack Kevin and Tracey. Fun Fun. NOT! As if he fuckin leaves me here with them. Eh. But yeah anyways.
Spent the night at Lys's last night, with Sami and Lys. That was fuckin kick ass. I love you Lys. Lol. And there is absolutely NOTHING going on with you and Sean, so she can have him, Right? Lol.
Well I also hung out with Sean T, Tyler, Josh, Josh and Shawn. That was cool. Well Josh and I started talking, and I found out a lot of stuff. Which makes me think, second thoughts. Well I guess Josh sorta wants to get back together. I'm not sure if he exactly does want to. But yeah, and it made me start thinking, that Lukas and I, I just have no clue. Luke is great and everything, but he has a lot of faults. Not to pick on him or anything. But like at the beach, his EX was there, and she was trying to sit next to us, and Erica and I went into the water, and was seriously gone fuckin 2 seconds, and his ex girlfriend was already jumped up and sat right next to him. And as Luke told me that I could trust him. That he wouldn't do that. And well he did. It made me think, well hurm Josh never did that to me. And then Luke starts flipping on me, and how I was "jealous" cause I found out that once Luke has the chance to do something with an Ex. he jumps right for it. So yeah. That really pissed me off. And according to him, I never talk to him on the phone, or I never say anything. So I guess I'm just not good enough for him. Seriously, all he does is yell at me, besides when he gets his way. And being with Josh today, really made me miss how perfect we were, and how awesome Josh is. He is seriously Amazing. And I totally miss hanging out with him and everything. So Today was perfect. I just need to do some thinking. And everyone knows that I love Josh. So if you leave a comment, make sure to leave your fucking name...
*Sigh*
Spent the night at Lys's last night, with Sami and Lys. That was fuckin kick ass. I love you Lys. Lol. And there is absolutely NOTHING going on with you and Sean, so she can have him, Right? Lol.
Well I also hung out with Sean T, Tyler, Josh, Josh and Shawn. That was cool. Well Josh and I started talking, and I found out a lot of stuff. Which makes me think, second thoughts. Well I guess Josh sorta wants to get back together. I'm not sure if he exactly does want to. But yeah, and it made me start thinking, that Lukas and I, I just have no clue. Luke is great and everything, but he has a lot of faults. Not to pick on him or anything. But like at the beach, his EX was there, and she was trying to sit next to us, and Erica and I went into the water, and was seriously gone fuckin 2 seconds, and his ex girlfriend was already jumped up and sat right next to him. And as Luke told me that I could trust him. That he wouldn't do that. And well he did. It made me think, well hurm Josh never did that to me. And then Luke starts flipping on me, and how I was "jealous" cause I found out that once Luke has the chance to do something with an Ex. he jumps right for it. So yeah. That really pissed me off. And according to him, I never talk to him on the phone, or I never say anything. So I guess I'm just not good enough for him. Seriously, all he does is yell at me, besides when he gets his way. And being with Josh today, really made me miss how perfect we were, and how awesome Josh is. He is seriously Amazing. And I totally miss hanging out with him and everything. So Today was perfect. I just need to do some thinking. And everyone knows that I love Josh. So if you leave a comment, make sure to leave your fucking name...
*Sigh*