Scared Shitless. God I hate him.

May 07, 2005 15:46

Well I've been sitting here all morning...since my mom left to go to the Camp (the portland one)She left at like 11:30-12.
Eariler this week, I told my Dad that i was going to go there tonight, to see my little sister. and to ONLY see her. Well just called me, and obv im pissed i've been sitting here waiting for hours, (about 6 or 7) or him to get his ass here..."O ill call you once i get out of the shower, so i can go get you" 4 hours later he calls...and his bimbo girlfriend was at "dance" when I called to find my dad...she says "O ill call you once i get home." She never fuckin calls. Im soo wanted. Yeah fuckin right. God I hate my Dad soo fuckin much. I called Sami to beg her to come with me, cause I don't wana be there alone. Cause I already know that he is going to be drunk and either hurt me or kick me out again. And I don't want to be there alone. Hes already bitching at me...trying to tell me that i didnt tell him i wanted to go see Julia this weekend. When I deff. did tell him
I'm scared to even go there tonight. But i refuse to Coware from him. Not anymore. I will not anymore.

Chad --> Expect a late night phone call. Or maybe it wont be that late. The 1st second he pushes me, or hits me, or grabs my throat. Im gone.

<333 Luke.
xOx Jocelyn*
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