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I AM: short
I WANT: to go to college
I HAVE: a loving family
I WISH: on shooting stars
I HATE: getting hurt
I MISS: girls nights out
I FEAR: failing
I HEAR: Music
I SEARCH: for purpose
I WONDER: if I will achieve my dreams
I REGRET: nothing
I LOVE: everything
I ACHE: in my heart and head
I ALWAYS: over analyze
I AM NOT: right all the time
I DANCE: like no one's watching
I SING: all the time, and really bad
I CRY: only when i can't hold it in
I WRITE: in my journal
I WIN: nothing
I LOSE: nothing
I CONFUSE: myself and those around me
I NEED: to learn how to love someone again
I SHOULD: grow up
I WILL: become president of this nation
[YES OR NO]
You keep a diary: yes
You like to cook: yes
You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: yes
You set your watch a few minutes ahead: yes!
You believe in love: no
[WHO IS]
The weirdest person you know: Raymond
The loudest person you know: Sean and Jamie when they are together
The person that knows the most about you: my mom
Your crushes: ....? can't really say it's a bit of a "space/time" thing
[DO YOU]
Take a shower everyday: yes
Think you know you've been in love: yes
Want to get married: maybe
Have any tattoos/where: nope
Piercings/where: ears
Get motion sickness: definitly
Think you're a health freak: on and off
Get along with your parents: my mom
Like thunderstorms: definitely
[WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK OF?]
Ryan: cabrara (the singer I know I spelled his name wrong)
Rob: roy
Drew: bash from church
Heather: wert
Will: lusk
Paul: Revere
Eve: adam from the bible
John: hancock
Laura: ingles wilder
Alex: a scientist
Justin: the guy from Tallahasee
Ricky: Martin
Jacob: Lake, my cousin
Jack: Peter Pan's son in Hook
Graham: Billy Graham
Lisa: turtle from saved by the bell
[RANDOM]
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: brown
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: brown w/ highlights
EYE COLOR: honey
PARENTS: Mike and Michelle
SIBLINGS: none
LIVE WITH: Mom and Don
[FAVORITE]
NUMBER: 25
COLOR: orange
DAY: July 4th
MONTH: November
SONG: too many
FOOD: chocolate covered strawberries
SEASON: winter
SPORT: Softball and baseball
DRINK: gatorade
VEGGIE: carrots
RELATIVE: my cousin Annie and uncle randy (all aside from my mother of course)
[PREFERENCES]
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: cuddle
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: Chocolate Milk
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: DARK!
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: Chocolate
[IN THE LAST WEEK, HAVE YOU]
CRIED: Yes
HELPED SOMEONE: Yes
GOTTEN SICK: No
GONE TO THE MOVIES: Yes
GONE OUT FOR DINNER: Yes
SAID "I LOVE YOU": yes
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: No
TALKED TO AN EX: Yes
MISSED SOMEONE: Yes
HUGGED SOMEONE: Yes
KISSED SOMEONE: Yes
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS: no
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND: no
Chicago was awesome! I met some really neat people. Rob and I are on hold for the moment. We need space. Oh well, maybe someone else will come along in the mean time.
Those aprehensive feelings about college are coming back. I'm getting nervous and starting to think going to FSU is a mistake, even though my heart tells me it's not. I went to Sean's tonight and his parents are in Las Vegas. It was Jeanette, Jamie, Sean and I and I said "so this is going to be what it's like when we are older" and Sean said "nope you won't be here". It made me quite sad. I won't be around. If my plans of my life go through, then I'll be in DC and probably never see Sean, Jean, or Jamie again. What if this is it? I shouldn't be putting this out there for the whole world to have access to so I'm going to write in my real journal! Peace
I WANT: to go to college
I HAVE: a loving family
I WISH: on shooting stars
I HATE: getting hurt
I MISS: girls nights out
I FEAR: failing
I HEAR: Music
I SEARCH: for purpose
I WONDER: if I will achieve my dreams
I REGRET: nothing
I LOVE: everything
I ACHE: in my heart and head
I ALWAYS: over analyze
I AM NOT: right all the time
I DANCE: like no one's watching
I SING: all the time, and really bad
I CRY: only when i can't hold it in
I WRITE: in my journal
I WIN: nothing
I LOSE: nothing
I CONFUSE: myself and those around me
I NEED: to learn how to love someone again
I SHOULD: grow up
I WILL: become president of this nation
[YES OR NO]
You keep a diary: yes
You like to cook: yes
You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: yes
You set your watch a few minutes ahead: yes!
You believe in love: no
[WHO IS]
The weirdest person you know: Raymond
The loudest person you know: Sean and Jamie when they are together
The person that knows the most about you: my mom
Your crushes: ....? can't really say it's a bit of a "space/time" thing
[DO YOU]
Take a shower everyday: yes
Think you know you've been in love: yes
Want to get married: maybe
Have any tattoos/where: nope
Piercings/where: ears
Get motion sickness: definitly
Think you're a health freak: on and off
Get along with your parents: my mom
Like thunderstorms: definitely
[WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK OF?]
Ryan: cabrara (the singer I know I spelled his name wrong)
Rob: roy
Drew: bash from church
Heather: wert
Will: lusk
Paul: Revere
Eve: adam from the bible
John: hancock
Laura: ingles wilder
Alex: a scientist
Justin: the guy from Tallahasee
Ricky: Martin
Jacob: Lake, my cousin
Jack: Peter Pan's son in Hook
Graham: Billy Graham
Lisa: turtle from saved by the bell
[RANDOM]
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: brown
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: brown w/ highlights
EYE COLOR: honey
PARENTS: Mike and Michelle
SIBLINGS: none
LIVE WITH: Mom and Don
[FAVORITE]
NUMBER: 25
COLOR: orange
DAY: July 4th
MONTH: November
SONG: too many
FOOD: chocolate covered strawberries
SEASON: winter
SPORT: Softball and baseball
DRINK: gatorade
VEGGIE: carrots
RELATIVE: my cousin Annie and uncle randy (all aside from my mother of course)
[PREFERENCES]
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: cuddle
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: Chocolate Milk
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: DARK!
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: Chocolate
[IN THE LAST WEEK, HAVE YOU]
CRIED: Yes
HELPED SOMEONE: Yes
GOTTEN SICK: No
GONE TO THE MOVIES: Yes
GONE OUT FOR DINNER: Yes
SAID "I LOVE YOU": yes
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: No
TALKED TO AN EX: Yes
MISSED SOMEONE: Yes
HUGGED SOMEONE: Yes
KISSED SOMEONE: Yes
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS: no
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND: no
Chicago was awesome! I met some really neat people. Rob and I are on hold for the moment. We need space. Oh well, maybe someone else will come along in the mean time.
Those aprehensive feelings about college are coming back. I'm getting nervous and starting to think going to FSU is a mistake, even though my heart tells me it's not. I went to Sean's tonight and his parents are in Las Vegas. It was Jeanette, Jamie, Sean and I and I said "so this is going to be what it's like when we are older" and Sean said "nope you won't be here". It made me quite sad. I won't be around. If my plans of my life go through, then I'll be in DC and probably never see Sean, Jean, or Jamie again. What if this is it? I shouldn't be putting this out there for the whole world to have access to so I'm going to write in my real journal! Peace