Tonight...

Mar 11, 2005 18:55

Gonna go eat some Pho and then get some beer and get drunk with Angel and Nichole. I'm not sleeping tonight... Wish I had some shrooms. I need to get some guitar playing in tonight somewhere. Probably won't happen though. That'll be two days in a row with no playing. That needs to stop. God... Never in my life except for now has music take precedence over everything. Never in my life have I felt it was okay for music to be the centre. Now it is and my life feels right. Like I've found what was missing. Can't wait till Music School. Then it will be music all the time, and everything else will be secondary. I even have the total support of my parents now. They finally realized that unless I was a professional musician I'd never be successful at anything. I just can't focus on anything else.

Damn... I'm random...

Update: 03/12/05,

Nichole blew us off again... What if she does that with california?

I can't just look out for you in this Nichole. I have to think about myself and Angel as well. If this happens too much I'm not gonna want you to come. I won't be able to trust you.
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