Everything (5/7), by joblairfan
Title: Everything
Author: joblairfan
Fandom: Guiding Light
Pairing: Olivia/Natalia
Rating: Parts 1-4 (G rated), Parts 5-7 (Seriously NC-17)
Spoilers: Assumes back story up until 9/10/09. I have taken a few liberties, including:
1) Making Natalia a little less pregnant. (6 mos.) 2) Explaining why Natalia disappeared the way that she did. 3) Giving voice to “what I think” has been left unsaid between our girls, through the use of inner dialogue. 4) Giving Olivia “Freakin’ Spencer back her sexual prowess. 5) Proving that Natalia is “in touch” with what she really wants. 6) Proving women in love have more than forehead sex.
Summary: This story takes place on the day that Olivia and Emma (finally) move back to the farmhouse, and chronicles their first night together.
Special Thanks: To my offline beta, Tatum. (aka: SnailHeatReader)
Disclaimer: I don’t own the characters of Olivia Spencer or Natalia Rivera…I just let them have a lot more fun than CBS did!)
Now on with the show…
PART FIVE
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The bathroom glowed in warm flickering light. The only sound that could be heard was from the open window, as a choir of crickets sung their evening song. Natalia moved toward the lone occupant in the room. The beautiful prone form of Olivia Spencer, lay sleeping in her bath of scented water. The candles lining the back wall, casting shadows across the flawless features of her perfectly sculpted face. Natalia had never seen Olivia more relaxed and at peace. Her long, lean body was stretched out, making use of every inch of the tub’s length. Her arms rested atop the sides of the claw foot tub, with her head pillowed against the back. Olivia looked completely unguarded. It warmed Natalia’s heart to know that Olivia felt safe, because she was home. Olivia is home.
Natalia quietly approached Olivia, careful not to disturb her peaceful slumber. She slowly knelt down beside the bathtub, her eyes never straying from Olivia’s closed lids. When she was positioned in just the right manner, she closed her eyes, taking a deep calming breath. Natalia could feel the adrenalin pumping wildly through her veins. Being within touching distance of Olivia’s nude form was wreaking havoc on her senses. Natalia’s entire being hummed with excitement; even the tips of her fingers seemed to tingle at just the prospect of touching Olivia. She felt a heated blush move up the expanse of her body, at the thought of what she was about to do. She took a deep breath to gather her courage. When she opened her eyes, Natalia found twin pools of dark jade staring back at her.
“Olivia, I’m s-sorry.” Natalia turned away from Olivia. Her body was tense and she looked as if she was ready to run. “I s-shouldn’t have…”
“Shhh, it’s okay.” Olivia’s words cut her apology short. She clasped Natalia’s wrist loosely with her right hand, halting any future escape. Olivia tugged lightly on Natalia’s arm, forcing their eyes to meet again. “It’s okay, Natalia. Really.” Olivia’s smile was warm and inviting. “Really. It’s okay.”
“I-I s-should have…” Natalia closed her eyes, as she tried to catch her breath. She felt winded and embarrassed. She tried again. “I should have let you know that I was here.” Natalia spoke just above a whisper and her voice cracked on the word ‘know.’
“Natalia?” She waited patiently for Natalia to respond. After several long moments, Olivia realized that Natalia was either unwilling or incapable of opening her eyes. She could see Natalia’s chest rising and falling at an increasingly faster rate. Olivia had to do something or Natalia was going to start hyperventilating.
Olivia slowly shifted her body into a sitting position, as she turned to face Natalia. She used her left arm to maneuver her body closer to Natalia’s. Olivia was careful to keep her right hand, (the one that held Natalia’s wrist), as still as possible, not wanting to spook the younger woman. “Natalia?” Olivia whispered.
Natalia’s head swam with the realization that she was no better than most of the men in Springfield, who chased after Olivia. She caught them, on more occasions than she’d like to remember, stealing looks at Olivia and ogling her considerable assets. Each time, Natalia had become more and more angry; because they reduced the woman she loved to sex. Olivia was so much more than sex. She was incredibly intelligent, remarkably resilient, extremely compassionate and extraordinarily loving. She was thoughtful, witty, engaging, charming, funny, elegant and playful. Olivia was all of those things and more; yet here Natalia was caught with her hand in the proverbial cookie jar. Natalia’s mind stopped on one thought. She was no better than all those men she’d despised for reducing Olivia to a mere sexual object. The thought sickened her.
Natalia vaguely recalled hearing her name; but the sound of rushing blood, beating a rhythm in her ears, was making it difficult to hear anything else. She was having a hard time catching her breath and was becoming increasingly lightheaded. Natalia’s sternum was starting to ache from the rapid raising and falling of her chest. She felt the warm hand clasped delicately around her wrist squeeze just a little tighter, and she quickly felt anchored. Olivia. Natalia felt the pad of Olivia’s thumbprint circling her pulse point, as the hand that held her captive encouraged her to open her eyes.
“NATALIA!” This time said much louder. Olivia purposely made her voice sound stern, in an attempt to penetrate the fog of Natalia’s runaway thoughts.
Natalia’s eyes suddenly flew open at the commanding tone of Olivia Spencer.
“There you are.” Olivia’s voice was gentle again. “You were starting to scare me.”
“Olivia?” Natalia’s eyes blinked several times, trying to clear the haze around her vision.
“I’d better be.” Olivia laughed softly, trying to ease Natalia’s level of discomfort. “You’re not allowed to have other naked woman in our bathroom.”
“Oh, right.” Natalia nervously giggled, as she felt the tension start to dissipate in the room. Now, if she could just get her body to stop shaking. “I’ll try to remember that.”
Olivia’s eyebrow rose at Natalia’s comment and then she was laughing wholeheartedly. This was her Natalia. Even when she was scared to with-in an inch of her life, she somehow trusted Olivia completely. Natalia is everything. Everything that had been missing in the 43 years of Olivia’s life was here in this sweet, warm and funny woman. No one had ever loved Olivia more fiercely, more playfully or more compassionately.
“I am so in love with you.” Olivia’s laughter sobered in the honest reply.
Natalia smiled shyly. “I love you” Then she turned serious. “Can you forgive me?”
“Forgive you? For what?” Olivia questioned.
Natalia didn’t answer with words, but her eyes darted around the room sending a clear message to Olivia.
Olivia was sure to capture Natalia’s eyes before responding. “You want me to forgive you for this warm scented bath, in a room full of amazing candlelight?” Olivia’s eyes locked onto Natalia’s as she moved in a little closer. “Should I forgive you for leaving me a glass of my favorite wine and a note that welcomed me home?”
Natalia was speechless, as a very naked Olivia moved exceedingly closer to her. It took all her willpower not to close her eyes, as Olivia continued to speak in a whispered purr.
“Can I forgive you for making your breathtakingly beautiful face, the first sight that I see when I awake from my little nap?” Olivia used the index finger of her left hand to trace the outline of Natalia’s face. “No, I don’t forgive you, Natalia.” Olivia’s lips were just a breath away from touching Natalia’s. “I thank you.” And then her lips were covering Natalia’s in a long, languid kiss.
Natalia immediately recognized that this was unlike the other kisses they’d shared. This kiss was slower, yet deeper somehow, and there was something else, but Natalia couldn’t quite put her finger on it. Her mind was swimming in a sea of desire, as lips and tongues moved flawlessly together. Olivia’s left hand was gently palming Natalia’s cheek, as her right hand suddenly released her wrist. Natalia instantly missed the contact. When she felt that same hand capture her hip possessively, she fell forward, pressing her body firmly against Olivia. She couldn’t stifle the moan that escaped her lips at the feel of Olivia’s naked breasts pushing into her. When she felt Olivia’s pleasure moaned out into their kiss, she realized what was different about this meeting of their mouths. This kiss held a promise of wonderful things to come.
Natalia’s hands were suddenly wrapped around Olivia’s back, hugging them impossibly closer into their kiss. Olivia couldn’t keep from gasping, at the feel of her painfully erect nipples rubbing against the starched fabric of Natalia’s blouse. They were pressed so tightly together, that when Natalia shuttered, it vibrated through Olivia’s body. Olivia broke free of their kiss, burying her nose in the warmth of Natalia’s neck. Her breathing was ragged and harsh. Olivia was rapidly moving beyond the point of no return. She took deep, quick breaths, as she tried to calm the desire that was running through her body.
Natalia nearly cried at the loss of Olivia’s tongue; her mouth feeling empty and forsaken. Her arms tightened hungrily around Olivia, fearful that she might abandon her altogether. Natalia knew her fears were unwarranted the moment she felt Olivia’s fingers slip under the hem of her shirt, touching her overheated flesh, as she continued to pant against Natalia’s neck. Olivia wants me. She smiled at the thought, until she realized that she was in exactly the situation she had painstakingly tried to avoid.
She had created this bathroom atmosphere, as a way of showing Olivia how much she loved her. Natalia wanted Olivia to feel her complete and committed love, without being distracted by Olivia’s keen sexual prowess. The plan was falling down around her. Natalia was currently being successfully undone by one very aroused Olivia Spencer. This wouldn’t do. She had to get control of herself. No more puddles of goo! She told herself, as she ran her fingernails deliberately down Olivia’s naked back, and cupped Olivia’s perfect bottom. Olivia’s growl of arousal told her that she had hit her mark.
“Natalia?” Olivia’s voice was hoarse with desire.
Natalia couldn’t fight Olivia. She wanted her too much. Natalia would never win a battle of sexual wills against Olivia. There was only one way to get what she needed. Natalia knew that Olivia would refuse her nothing, so she simply asked for what she wanted.
“Olivia, I need to touch you.” She didn’t recognize her own voice. “Can I touch you?”
“Yes.” Olivia answered, but her desire filled brain wasn’t really registering the question. Wasn’t Natalia already touching her?
When Olivia made no attempt to move. Natalia asked more directly for what she needed. “Will you show me how to touch you?”
Olivia’s back stiffened, as she finally understood what Natalia was asking. Olivia pulled back slightly, so that their eyes could connect. What she saw in those dark chocolate eyes enflamed Olivia’s senses. Natalia loved her, needed her and wanted Olivia to guide her to touch her the way that she needed. Olivia expected to see fear in Natalia’s eyes; instead she saw complete and utter devotion. Olivia had never felt more in love with Natalia.
Olivia reached behind her, capturing Natalia’s hands in hers. As she slowly pulled their bodies apart, she brought Natalia’s hands around to the front of them and then rested them on the tops of her shoulders. Natalia gripped Olivia’s shoulders tightly to steady herself on her bended knees. Olivia rested her hands on Natalia’s skirt covered waist.
“Natalia, I’m yours.” She smiled into Natalia’s eyes. “Everything that I am, everything I have, or ever will have. Everything is yours and yours alone.”
Olivia placed a chaste kiss above Natalia’s brow ridge, before replacing her lips with her forehead. They both breathed deeply, comforted by the familiar connection. After a few minutes, Olivia sat back in the tub, reclining her body in an angle toward Natalia. She never took her eyes off of Natalia’s, as she put her naked form on open display for the woman she loves. She was rewarded with the sound of Natalia’s moan of approval.
Natalia’s eyes hungrily ravished Olivia’s body. She didn’t know where to look first. She wanted to see her everywhere at the same time, but when she tried, she was frustrated that she couldn’t focus on any one part. Natalia’s mind couldn’t register the gift she was just given. Olivia Spencer. A completely naked, Olivia Spencer was lying open and ready for Natalia to look at in any way that she wanted. And Touch. She could freely touch Olivia Spencer. Natalia’s mind was on overload. Focus Natalia.
Olivia watched Natalia scan her nakedness. Her eyes darting back and forth, along Olivia’s body at such a fast pace, Olivia almost felt winded watching their route. She smiled knowingly, when she saw the almost sinister expression flash across Natalia’s face. Olivia recognized this look. Natalia had just realized she could touch Olivia too. She watched as Natalia pitched forward on her knees, bringing her swollen belly to rest against the side of the bathtub. She inhaled deeply, before reaching out to touch Olivia.
Olivia caught Natalia’s hand in her own, and grinned when she heard Natalia’s frustrated growl. She brought the hand to her lips, kissing across the knuckles before turning Natalia’s hand palm side up. Olivia kissed the center of her palm once, and then looked up to Natalia. When she was sure she had her complete attention, she said. “You can touch me anywhere you want, for as long as you want.” She kissed the palm in her hand delicately. “But when you are finished.” She held Natalia’s eyes with her own, as she kissed her palm again. “This is what I’m going to do to your entire body.” Olivia devoured Natalia’s hand. Tongue, teeth, and lips ravished every inch of her hand. When Olivia licked and sucked the sensitive area between her thumb and index finger, there was no misunderstanding the meaning behind that simulation. Natalia Rivera swooned.
“Olivia.” She said Olivia’s name like a prayer. Natalia’s eyes were hooded and her voice was dripping with desire. “Please.”
Olivia had never seen anything more beautiful than an aroused Natalia. She kissed her palm softly, letting her tongue soothe over the places where her teeth had recently traveled. Olivia’s bite marks had almost completely faded away, but the skin was still sensitive enough to make Natalia’s breath hitch. “I love you, Natalia.” She said, before moving Natalia’s hand to rest in the center of her bare chest, just over her heartbeat.
Natalia closed her eyes briefly, as she felt the strong beat of Olivia’s heart against her hand. She opened tear filled eyes, and looked at Olivia in apology. “I almost lost you. I almost lost this.” Natalia wasn’t referring to Olivia’s transplant; she was referring to her heart. She had almost lost Olivia’s love, by abandoning her and Emma.
Olivia covered Natalia’s hand with her own. “You never lost me, and you never will.”
Olivia’s declaration seemed to fortify Natalia. She looked thankfully at Olivia, before vowing a promise to her. “I will never leave you again.” She smiled through her tears. “You’re stuck with me.” She repeated Olivia’s words from earlier that evening.
Olivia laughed, before pinning Natalia with seriously aroused eyes. “Do you love me?”
“Yes, with ever ounce of my being.” Natalia’s voice was steady and sure. She would never give Olivia reason to doubt her love again.
“Do you want me?” She studied Natalia’s face looking for any sign of apprehension.
“Yes, more than anyone or anything.” Again, Natalia’s answer left no room for doubt.
She moved her hand from atop Natalia’s, freeing it from its entrapment, where it rested against Olivia’s chest. There was a challenge written in Olivia’s eyes. “Then touch me.”
Natalia didn’t hesitate. She moved her hand to Olivia’s face, letting the tips of her fingers trace a line along a strong jaw. Natalia tucked a loose strand of Olivia’s hair behind her ear. She knew what she wanted then. Natalia looked up at the clip that pinned Olivia’s hair back and away from her face. Looking back to Olivia’s eyes, she said. “Take it out.”
Olivia smiled at the command in Natalia’s voice, and reached up and removed the hairclip. Natalia ran her hand through Olivia’s thick chestnut tresses. Olivia closed her eyes enjoying the feeling of Natalia’s touch. She felt a second hand added to Natalia’s task, as she raked her fingernails along Olivia’s scalp. She had expected Natalia’s touch to be timid, but was more than happy to be mistaken. Olivia felt strong hands tugging at her hair and pulling her head upward. She opened her eyes just in time to see Natalia launch her body forward, as she captured Olivia’s lips wildly. Natalia’s kiss was hungry and possessive. Olivia knew the intention behind this kiss. Natalia was staking her claim.
In the past, Olivia would have pushed back. She would have dominated the kiss of her lover, showing him that she was in charge. Olivia never allowed anyone to put a claim on her. But this was Natalia, and Olivia wanted to be claimed by her. Olivia Spencer did the one thing she had never done with any other lover; she let go. She gave herself over completely to Natalia’s passion. She allowed Natalia’s tongue to plunder her willing mouth with absolutely no resistance. Olivia Spencer surrendered to Natalia Rivera.
Natalia could feel the blood thrumming away in her veins, as she pushed her lips more forcefully against Olivia’s. She couldn’t get close enough to Olivia, and she felt as if her kisses were somehow missing their target. Natalia needed more. Then she felt Olivia’s body relax, and it was as if Natalia was falling inside of her mouth. She could feel Olivia’s surrender, as she seemed to take every inch of Natalia’s tongue into that amazing orifice. She felt a sudden rush of fire move upward from the tips of her toes and settle hotly in the pit of her stomach. Natalia barely had a chance to identify the feeling, before it exploded and shot straight up her body and out through the top of her head. Natalia’s body shuttered than stiffened, as wetness flooded her aroused womanhood.
Natalia pulled back from the kiss abruptly, her breath ragged and harsh, as she looked to Olivia with hooded eyes. “Olivia?”
Olivia felt the change in Natalia’s body instantly. She pulled Natalia to her chest hugging her protectively. “It’s okay.”
“I’ve never.” Natalia was dazed. “That’s never happened before.” She felt dumbfounded by her body’s response. It wasn’t as if Natalia hadn’t had an orgasm before, but never without being touched.
Olivia lovingly combed her fingers through Natalia’s hair. “Thank you.” She kissed the top of Natalia’s head. “I’m glad you saved that for me.”
“I don’t think I had much of a choice.” Natalia giggled into Olivia’s chest.
Olivia smiled. “We always have choices.” She moved her hands to Natalia’s face, tilting her head upward until their lips met in a soft kiss. “I’m just so glad you choose me.” Olivia was talking about more than this moment. Natalia had chosen her to share her life.
Natalia understood the meaning behind Olivia’s words. “I will always choose you.”
They held each other close, thankful to be together. Each lost in thoughts of the road traveled to be here in this moment. Their love had survived through more hardships than they’d like to remember, but they were still here. Love had prevailed.
TBC...