Nov 20, 2005 23:19
wow...aren't friends great when they go all back stabbing on ya....GAH!!!!!! I"m so freakin upset right now i could stab someone in the eye...seriously! I"m not in high school anymore so what's with all this high school worthy drama crap!!!!! To start out my emo tale....i like this guy named topher, well that's his nick name, but whatever, on with the story...so dan one of our mutual friends told him, so tonight at church he kept lookin at me all cutesy style...and whatever, however, tracey took it upon herself to hang all over him....even tho her boyfriend was sitting right there, and she knows that i like him!!! I'm so freakin mad at her right now, and honestly i don't wanna be mean, but good lord! and then she's tellin me to "get to know" him before we go out or whatever....which pissed me off to no end cause her and her boyfriend have know each other for like two weeks...that's it! Then tonight she's all like "you should come to my house" to her boyfriend, which would be fine except she's tellin me to "get to know" someone...and look at what she's already doing! Gah!!!! Then to make my weekend even better i missed the art heist's first show, and i promised chad i'd go..but no, mom said i couldn't, so to make up for it's she's like well you can go to staple, so i'm all excited, cause i love staple for one, and two tophers going...so i'm all excited, but today, she's like no....soooooooo...to recap, i've felt like crap all week, with a sore throat, and ears and a head ache, i miss the not one but two shows, tracey's hangin all over the guy i like, and i get home and my mom starts in on me about job applications!!! GIVE ME A BREAK!!!
seriously at this point i don't want a job for the money, i want a job to get out of the flippin house!!! I'm going nutso emo right now, and i really just want to fricken cry and i just really wish someone was here right now to talk to, but everyone's in bed, and no one gives a crap anyways...wow....this is my life....woopy fricken do....