..My SPiLL..
hi
ok.. so i have a whole lot on my mind at the moment and i need to spill on here..ok well i have just decided that i am paranoid as crap but all the sudden things just seem.. worse.. and that probably doesnt make sense to alot of yall but like.. i just all the sudden started feeling everything was going down hill.. and not really everything but one thing in particular.. i am not gonna use any names but lately this one special person and i have not really talked alot when we were around each other and you know i mean that happens sometimes (rarely with me) but i mean i can understand that but me and my random self can usually come up with something to talk about online.. but whenever we talk.. anywhere.. we havent seemed to have an actual talk about anything.. and if we did it just kinda.. i dont know.. i am probably way over-dramatizing things but it just confuses me how one day everything will be GREAT and then.. the next thing you know you are paranoid and confused about everything going on in your life.. i mean i just dont think i could stand the fact of losing anything i have with this person.. that would tear me apart.. and i dont know.. i just really needed to spill all this out.. but anyways.. i love yall goodnight
-Jo
ok.. so i have a whole lot on my mind at the moment and i need to spill on here..ok well i have just decided that i am paranoid as crap but all the sudden things just seem.. worse.. and that probably doesnt make sense to alot of yall but like.. i just all the sudden started feeling everything was going down hill.. and not really everything but one thing in particular.. i am not gonna use any names but lately this one special person and i have not really talked alot when we were around each other and you know i mean that happens sometimes (rarely with me) but i mean i can understand that but me and my random self can usually come up with something to talk about online.. but whenever we talk.. anywhere.. we havent seemed to have an actual talk about anything.. and if we did it just kinda.. i dont know.. i am probably way over-dramatizing things but it just confuses me how one day everything will be GREAT and then.. the next thing you know you are paranoid and confused about everything going on in your life.. i mean i just dont think i could stand the fact of losing anything i have with this person.. that would tear me apart.. and i dont know.. i just really needed to spill all this out.. but anyways.. i love yall goodnight
-Jo