life sucks
April 25, 2005
Life sucks recently... work is getting more and more depressing, people I work with are depressing and annoying, commution is depressing, bf seems to disppear...
I've been relocated to Hong qiao campus for a couple of days now and I realize how tolerant people really are, traveling from home to work everyday. I have to take the subway for 8 stops, and transfer to a bus for another 8 stops. The whole commution takes about an hour on a fine day with no traffic, and on a bad day, it takes God knows how long. This is really affecting my mental and my mood everyday. I don't want to get up to do all the commution.
Work is tedious, as ever. I don't complain or whine when I am at work because that doesn't help with anything, neither my mood nor the work that has to be done. But my assistant is a whiner, and a loud one. She has this brave way to shred work and her responsibility and whine about her being extremely busy. I don't like her attitude. Should I plan to work here for the rest of my life I probabaly would replace her. She is capable, creative but of a arrogant attitude. I hate dealing with people...
David seemed to disappear... I have called his cell phone for numerous times and always got his voice mail. God knows how I hate to call him at his dad's house. Due to the time difference it's normally either very early in the morning or very late at night. I have been taught it's not polite to call other people's house too early in the moring or too late at night, as it would disturb other people. I just don't know why he couldn't just keep his cell phone on. If you don't have it on, why even bother to have a cell phone? I have to say that's quite disppointing and disheartening.
Anyway life has been depressing....which probably is the only time I update my journal...
Life sucks recently... work is getting more and more depressing, people I work with are depressing and annoying, commution is depressing, bf seems to disppear...
I've been relocated to Hong qiao campus for a couple of days now and I realize how tolerant people really are, traveling from home to work everyday. I have to take the subway for 8 stops, and transfer to a bus for another 8 stops. The whole commution takes about an hour on a fine day with no traffic, and on a bad day, it takes God knows how long. This is really affecting my mental and my mood everyday. I don't want to get up to do all the commution.
Work is tedious, as ever. I don't complain or whine when I am at work because that doesn't help with anything, neither my mood nor the work that has to be done. But my assistant is a whiner, and a loud one. She has this brave way to shred work and her responsibility and whine about her being extremely busy. I don't like her attitude. Should I plan to work here for the rest of my life I probabaly would replace her. She is capable, creative but of a arrogant attitude. I hate dealing with people...
David seemed to disappear... I have called his cell phone for numerous times and always got his voice mail. God knows how I hate to call him at his dad's house. Due to the time difference it's normally either very early in the morning or very late at night. I have been taught it's not polite to call other people's house too early in the moring or too late at night, as it would disturb other people. I just don't know why he couldn't just keep his cell phone on. If you don't have it on, why even bother to have a cell phone? I have to say that's quite disppointing and disheartening.
Anyway life has been depressing....which probably is the only time I update my journal...