...well.
After a lot of thinking while sitting in a comfortable chair at
craig__nicholls' house (or someone else's house that he broke into and colonized,
damian_kulash and I were talking about this earlier), I've come to the conclusion that when you let your heart go and think things that you really shouldn't be thinking, life tends to get a bit hairy. I mean, seriously - if you "look inside my wild mind, never knowing what you'll find," you won't want me all the time (psst I used
michelle_branch lyrics for that). You just... won't. I'm definitely too quirky. Besides, it's not like I'm really popular with the guys or anything. I've always been just Jo, the one who hung out with the gang. Never considered as a date or a girlfriend. Ever.
Why am I updating about this, you ask? I really can't tell you. I suppose that by stopping these horrible feelings before they get too strong, I'll be so much better off before I get stomped into pieces, so to speak.
Oh, and
craig__nicholls? Never let me sit alone and think again. It's bad.