May 01, 2007 19:26
Things can only be so perfect.
The moment you feel comfort, everything changes. The moment there is some consistency, everything changes. The moment you're back on your feet, everything crashes.
Apparently I'm not done with this stage of my life. I've taken so many hits by this point that throwing in the towel just isn't an option. I'll make it through this somehow, someway, how everything else just kind of fell into place last month, I can only hope the same thing happens this time around.
I've really woken up over the past few days, about a lot of things. About how valuable life is, and how worrying and being upset just holds you back. Normally when shit like this happens, I breakdown and just let everything crumble.
But now today, tomorrow, on the good and the bad days, you won't see me with out a smile.