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okay it hought i didnt want a bf..i didnt think i could handle all the always being together always having someone to talk to always having someone to be with..i think thats what ive missed though i thought "i wanted a lover i dont have to love" ..but i really want a lover i want to love or so to speak..i really just miss that feeling...and that someone..i miss him..and it really sux..but now i think im ready to finally commit to a relationship..and make it work..