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I've always thought bad things happened to bad people. I'm no math wizard, but apparently that would bring me to the conclusion that I am a bad person. Me. Trash talking, bad mouthed, short attention spanned, two-faced, bitch. Me. The passionate, over-eccentric, crazy, annoying, bored, selfish me. I think we spend too much time thinking of black and white, with no possibility of gray.
I've started to learn what it really means to be independent. I feel like I'm all alone and it's not even in a bad way. I like being by myself. Because as it turns out, when I'm with other people I'm just annoyed instantly. With the exception of like three people. I just wish I wasn't so damn emotional. I think I'm mentally preparing myself to grow up haha. My brother has always said that I've grown up too fast. I can't help it. it's hard to fight something like this.
Sometimes I put myself in funks that I can't seem to change. I focus on things that can't ever change.
I'm the one that needs to change.
BUT!!!!!
on a less serious note.
One tree hill was on tonight!! woo! Oh god, I really thought they wouldn't go back on the air hahaha. I'm a loser. Whatevv. So Pete from fall out boy. HE SERIOUSLY BECAME SO INCREDIBLY UGLY. uglyuglyugly. I've never seen anyone on tv look so awkward. The only good scene where was when Brooke kissed him because she thought it was a dream and wanted to take advantage of it. hahahhahahaha. I can't believe I was in love with him. GROSS. He's getting old, you can totally see the receeding hairline. (side note: which is worse??? receeding hair line or graying hair by the time you're in your early 20s??) GROSS GROSS GROSS.
I watched Pepper Dennis last night. SAME DAMN THING AS GREY 'S ANATOMY. Let me point those things out. 1) Pepper sleeps with someone SUPERIOR to her in the work place. While finding out the NEXT day that he got the anchor job, not her. 2) Work drama. 3) This same guy ends up with someone else, but you can tell they both like each other. COPY CATS.
I watch too much tv. But I can't sit down and do homework without listening to something else.
I don't think I'm tired of being all 'alone' anymore.
I've started to learn what it really means to be independent. I feel like I'm all alone and it's not even in a bad way. I like being by myself. Because as it turns out, when I'm with other people I'm just annoyed instantly. With the exception of like three people. I just wish I wasn't so damn emotional. I think I'm mentally preparing myself to grow up haha. My brother has always said that I've grown up too fast. I can't help it. it's hard to fight something like this.
Sometimes I put myself in funks that I can't seem to change. I focus on things that can't ever change.
I'm the one that needs to change.
BUT!!!!!
on a less serious note.
One tree hill was on tonight!! woo! Oh god, I really thought they wouldn't go back on the air hahaha. I'm a loser. Whatevv. So Pete from fall out boy. HE SERIOUSLY BECAME SO INCREDIBLY UGLY. uglyuglyugly. I've never seen anyone on tv look so awkward. The only good scene where was when Brooke kissed him because she thought it was a dream and wanted to take advantage of it. hahahhahahaha. I can't believe I was in love with him. GROSS. He's getting old, you can totally see the receeding hairline. (side note: which is worse??? receeding hair line or graying hair by the time you're in your early 20s??) GROSS GROSS GROSS.
I watched Pepper Dennis last night. SAME DAMN THING AS GREY 'S ANATOMY. Let me point those things out. 1) Pepper sleeps with someone SUPERIOR to her in the work place. While finding out the NEXT day that he got the anchor job, not her. 2) Work drama. 3) This same guy ends up with someone else, but you can tell they both like each other. COPY CATS.
I watch too much tv. But I can't sit down and do homework without listening to something else.
I don't think I'm tired of being all 'alone' anymore.