Feb 05, 2006 23:17
i'm relaly sad right now.
i can't even describe it.
i hate when i put myself through this bullshit. i cant stop and i cant do it at alllllllllllllllll. eeep it's 11:11. this is the only time of the day that i feel anything is possible. urgh i really need to start working out so i can be not fat. dksjadksa i swear i'll start tomorrow haha.
i need to stop listening to sad songs.
no one ever comments to this thing anymore. i doubt any of you ever even read it anymore :( urghh assfacess.
i keep beating myself over this. but hahaha god theres something wrong with me.
id say something poetic if my uterus wasnt killing me.