erm, yes. i'm still alive. its been a long time since i updated here. as apology, here are the fics/ drabbles I've written since my last post. :D

Yes, click me!

i tried posting them here but LJ-cut just won't work for me. *_*

so before i figure it out, the fics will have to be read from my blogspot.
정 말 미안해. *does the sorry sorry dance*

have a ( Read more... )

 A/N: Its my first ever SUJU fic! and and its KyuMin. 0.0

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You knew from the first day you met him that the both of you would end up like this, only you were too afraid to make the move. When you were placed in the same room as him, so close but oh so far away, you ached in places you never knew existed, although some were ( Read more... )

A/N: wrote this for my sister's 16th birthday. she'a TOP fan and this was her prompt taken from my pjs. == hopefully she'll like it although its kinda short. but really my muse hasn't been helping and i stared at the screen for a really long time before completing this. eek. here goes.

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Aish, I hate rainy days.

An echo.

Two eyes met and locked. It ( Read more... )

A/N: this is a really short drabble. thought of it in school. lol. chemistry class does that to me.

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Ji Yong plops himself on the sofa next to Seungri and watches him in amusement as he flips from channel to channel. When Seungri realizes that there's nothing interesting on the tv, he turns to Ji Yong and asks, "What are you doing here? I thought ( Read more... )

Smile Part 1.

If I didn’t know her well enough, I would think that she’s taking the news pretty calmly but I do and the smile I see plastered on her face right now is the fakest I have ever seen since I met her.

In her eyes, I saw pain. I saw her unwillingness to believe what I was saying to her, what I was doing to her. She was putting on that ( Read more... )

A/N: this is to be a gdyb fic. been sitting in my laptop for ages. thought i should just finish it. the ending's a bit abrupt but i really couldn't find another way to end it. in case you're confused, it starts off from GD's POV then alternates between him and YB.

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A cut, red ink, stained pink, will this ever end? I saw a faint spark of ( Read more... )

The truth will set you free. Obviously that applies to everyone except him. Because this time, the truth did not set him free, not even close. When he found out for the first time, when the epiphany hit him straight in his chest, he knew freedom was the last thing he was going to get. One look into his eyes and he was lost forever. Passion, ( Read more... )

A/N: wrote this in the middle of studying for maths in the middle of the night. its suppose to be a G-Ri.
my first attempt at writing hints of sex. total noob. i personally like it but i'd understand if you don't. (:

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 a question, rhetorical in words

runs hands through ruffled hair
runs hands under crumpled shirt
a moan, asking for more, ( Read more... )

A/N: this was absolutely done on impulse. i just started typing and this came out. finished it in about 15 to 20 minutes but i came back and re-edited it a bit. so don't blame me if its sounds a bit off. the 'he' who smiled of course is none other than Kwon Ji Yong, because seriously his smile could kill. hmm, don't know why but i'm seeing a lot of ( Read more... )

bright sunny cheerful yellow, the kind that glints off polished surfaces and momentary startles. that's what i thought when i first saw you. a light in my darkness, that's what you became.

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round and round we turned in a creamy marmalade coloured teacup. your face is the only one i see. your laughter is the only one i hear. i got off the ( Read more... )