*BIG sigh*
Okay. Wow. It's been a while since I've written down an ACTUAL blog entry... you know, an expression of my thoughts/feelings/opinions about stuff in paragraph form for the Internet (which is to say no one) to read? Yeah. That's what I'm gonna do right now, if only for a few sentences more. I'm honestly too lazy to write too extensively about what's going on in my head. I guess the biggest emotion I'm feeling right now is hope (is that an emotion?). Things got really terrible a few months back, but they are finally looking up. Believe me - nothing is even CLOSE to being NEAR perfect. And yet I have a home (finally), a little cat to keep me company as I work on my art, a partner who has agreed to support me while I pursue art full-time, and friends who love me in spite of the rocky patches between us now. Um.... let's see.... what else.... I guess I'm still struggling with laziness/confidence/depression/some hybrid of those, but that's nothing new. What is new is that I get to house sit for a friend in Portland later this month - YAY! A free week in Portland is definitely a 1-up on life. =D