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So I'm 18 now...
yeppers
Senior year... i know right?
Well, my sister stole another guy from me.
I don't have a prom date.
I'm still fat... sometime i don't even know why i'm still here.
I don't want to go to college.
I can't afford it.... my mom and dad are not paying for any of it...
Well, I'm doing OK in track... speaking of college i guess i'm not going to be going to school on scholarship anymore becuase Saginaw Valley State won't get back to me.
I guess i kinda suck anyway... i mean, i have a farthest discus throw of 123'10 and a shot of 34'6...
Oh well... i guess it doesn't really matter.
I'm still in love with Andrew Gilbert Grant. Of course he doesn't care one thing about me.
No one does.
I should go lesbian cuz guyz don't find me attractive.
I'm fat, ugly, nasty.. and did i mention fat?
I have the big Blue Devil Relay on sat where i get to see andrew.... we prolly won't talk at all... i know... really cooooool.
I love him... i really do. I just want him to love me toooo.
So now that i'm done feeling sorry for myself i think i'm going to go either eat or go take a shower. I really don't think either one is going to help me but i don't care. Did i mention i'm stupid????
~Jo Anne
yeppers
Senior year... i know right?
Well, my sister stole another guy from me.
I don't have a prom date.
I'm still fat... sometime i don't even know why i'm still here.
I don't want to go to college.
I can't afford it.... my mom and dad are not paying for any of it...
Well, I'm doing OK in track... speaking of college i guess i'm not going to be going to school on scholarship anymore becuase Saginaw Valley State won't get back to me.
I guess i kinda suck anyway... i mean, i have a farthest discus throw of 123'10 and a shot of 34'6...
Oh well... i guess it doesn't really matter.
I'm still in love with Andrew Gilbert Grant. Of course he doesn't care one thing about me.
No one does.
I should go lesbian cuz guyz don't find me attractive.
I'm fat, ugly, nasty.. and did i mention fat?
I have the big Blue Devil Relay on sat where i get to see andrew.... we prolly won't talk at all... i know... really cooooool.
I love him... i really do. I just want him to love me toooo.
So now that i'm done feeling sorry for myself i think i'm going to go either eat or go take a shower. I really don't think either one is going to help me but i don't care. Did i mention i'm stupid????
~Jo Anne