I'm In Heaven because of a Boy's Letter,: Junsu's poem to Hyukjae after being stood up by him
"Passing by.." (Flowing)
How much time has passed by..?
Now, around me, there's nothing at all..
I don't hear any sounds at all..
At this moment on this world, there's noone but me.
Whatever it is that made me like this..
The one who feels left behind is still myself..
From now on I can't trust anyone anymore.
Since when did the world begin treating me so cruelly..
Because I trusted that person so much... It hurts so much more.
At one time, my self that simply stood there unable to say a word..
There was no need to just be there so stupidly..
But as if waiting for someone to pass by... I stayed there like that.
I don't hear the sound of the wind either.
There's just the sound of my breathing..
To me, there's nothing at all...
It's only me.
cr: AllRiseXiahtic@tumblr or jo-hyuksu@LJ
On that day, Junsu had to stay back at school because he had clean-up duty. Hyukjae was supposed to wait for him (it wasn't said whether this was an actual promise or if Junsu was just used to Hyukjae waiting all the time) so they could go play soccer together. But when Junsu was finished, Hyukjae wasn't there. And so he waited and waited for Hyukjae to come, until there was nobody left in school. And then went back home to sulk and write this poem.
HAHA. He's such a baby. It's actually funny. Saw this poem circulating when I first joined the fandom, but I never actually believed it was real, simply because I didn't believe someone could actually write such a poem to anyone for any reason haha. I guess he must've just been really extra disappointed, that's all. The way I read the original, he really wasn't blaming Hyukjae at all. Which makes me believe that there wasn't an actual promise to stay and wait. Dawwww epic BFFs.
