Defying Gravity
Woot for not being sick anymore! I've been feeling horrible for about a month now (ironically the same month as Shakespeare festival). My group made it to semi-finals tho! Yay!
My voice was pretty much gone but the last round. Ms. B made me drink two ifferent types of tea which was really gross before semi finals. So not only did my voice constantly crack, I had a horrible taste in my mouth the whole time. :(
Immediately afterwards though, I started feeling worse and worse. Monday was my worst day when I simultaneously fainted AND vomited. I really freaked my mommy and I felt bad. But I is ok now.
So I got a new laptop!!!!! Hopefully this means I can post more. I'm so happy to have a computer again outside of school. My world is big again. I hope I can join some RPGs now.
My grandma on my dad's side died Easter morning. Throat cancer. I felt bad that I couldn't really cry. I didn't know her too well. That whole side of the family lives in Redondo Beach so we only see them on holidays. The only time I cried was for my Dad at the funeral.
That's usually what happens. I very rarely cry for those who've died. I cry for those left behind.
On a brighter note (barely), rehearsals for The Wonderful Icecream Suit are starting for earnest now. I'm just worried about it conflicting with my school work. My last report card I was FAILING English and Algebra 2. I'm so stressed about it. I have a nasty habit in English of not doing the essays. Whoops.
I'm very worried about my weight. It's been bugging me really badly. I can blame some of it on my medication and general medical issues but also I'm very bad about junk/fast food. My doctor even says that I'm in danger of developing diabetes. But even that threat can't seem to pry the McDonalds french fry from my fingers. *sigh* I go to the gym, but aparently not enough to counter what I eat. CUUUUUURRRRRRSSSEEEESSSS!!! It makes me so angry.
It also makes me anxious about buying a dress for prom. I'm paranoid about how I'm going to look. I've got this image of me walking in and looking like the Blob. *cries*
Well, I have massive amount of HOMEWORK that I should be doing right now, so I'd better get to it.
Love to all!
My voice was pretty much gone but the last round. Ms. B made me drink two ifferent types of tea which was really gross before semi finals. So not only did my voice constantly crack, I had a horrible taste in my mouth the whole time. :(
Immediately afterwards though, I started feeling worse and worse. Monday was my worst day when I simultaneously fainted AND vomited. I really freaked my mommy and I felt bad. But I is ok now.
So I got a new laptop!!!!! Hopefully this means I can post more. I'm so happy to have a computer again outside of school. My world is big again. I hope I can join some RPGs now.
My grandma on my dad's side died Easter morning. Throat cancer. I felt bad that I couldn't really cry. I didn't know her too well. That whole side of the family lives in Redondo Beach so we only see them on holidays. The only time I cried was for my Dad at the funeral.
That's usually what happens. I very rarely cry for those who've died. I cry for those left behind.
On a brighter note (barely), rehearsals for The Wonderful Icecream Suit are starting for earnest now. I'm just worried about it conflicting with my school work. My last report card I was FAILING English and Algebra 2. I'm so stressed about it. I have a nasty habit in English of not doing the essays. Whoops.
I'm very worried about my weight. It's been bugging me really badly. I can blame some of it on my medication and general medical issues but also I'm very bad about junk/fast food. My doctor even says that I'm in danger of developing diabetes. But even that threat can't seem to pry the McDonalds french fry from my fingers. *sigh* I go to the gym, but aparently not enough to counter what I eat. CUUUUUURRRRRRSSSEEEESSSS!!! It makes me so angry.
It also makes me anxious about buying a dress for prom. I'm paranoid about how I'm going to look. I've got this image of me walking in and looking like the Blob. *cries*
Well, I have massive amount of HOMEWORK that I should be doing right now, so I'd better get to it.
Love to all!