Just Here
I haven't updated in a while, but that's okay because I'm the only one who's reading this.
I 'broke up' with John. I don't care, relationships aren't my thing.
I'm sad, but I couldn't quite say why.
I'm being kicked when I'm down at this school. Almost always by people who don't know me.
I lost a friend, and I doubt she cares. She, 'just wanted to be relieved of me'. The words I dream of hearing.
My once "best friend" hasn't even attempted contact with me in the last 2 months, but that's okay. I can't be rid of so easily.
I don't like change, I constantly say to myself. That's why I don't want to meet new people sometimes. Yet I, of my own choice, came to this school, practically this new life.
I don't know why I did what I did, left what I did behind. I guess my spontaneity has caught up with me.
But it's all okay. I'm the only person reading this.
I 'broke up' with John. I don't care, relationships aren't my thing.
I'm sad, but I couldn't quite say why.
I'm being kicked when I'm down at this school. Almost always by people who don't know me.
I lost a friend, and I doubt she cares. She, 'just wanted to be relieved of me'. The words I dream of hearing.
My once "best friend" hasn't even attempted contact with me in the last 2 months, but that's okay. I can't be rid of so easily.
I don't like change, I constantly say to myself. That's why I don't want to meet new people sometimes. Yet I, of my own choice, came to this school, practically this new life.
I don't know why I did what I did, left what I did behind. I guess my spontaneity has caught up with me.
But it's all okay. I'm the only person reading this.