I am still alive, that counts right?
So, I've decided that I was being an idiot. Seriously. Well, I'd better clarify that as a hypocrite. I kept telling people not to worry, and then I turned around and worried so much that I got myself sick for four days. FOUR DAYS!
Anyway, the past week and a half for me has been a living nightmare. The worst part? I started becoming someone I didn't like. This over-zealously moral, hypocritical, paranoid. I caught myself in it recently. I mean, yeah, I made a bunch of decisions, but then I allowed them to rule my life. So that chapter of my life is through. I can go back to "not caring what other people think" mode. (In quotations because "secretly I always do)
Estrella hasn't been all that bad though. In fact I've met two guys (Joey and Warren) who are cool to chat with for a bit, and discovered that Nicole Jones is going to EMCC also. It's really awesome to be able to talk with her. She can ooze about Jorge as I laugh with her, and then I can go on and on about David without her rolling her eyes or giving me loathing looks.
My life has pretty much consisted of school for the past week. Knowing David will call at 9 is what gets me through my day though. I'm beginning to fully realize some of the competition for gratuating top of my class. Meh, so long as I graduate with distinction I'll be okay. Furthermore, I learned that I can earn a scholarship while meeting the requirements of this scholarship. So life is becoming peachy again. I just hope that I get a call on my application to Sam's. Money doesn't bring happiness, but it sure does help make things run smoother.
Anyway, the past week and a half for me has been a living nightmare. The worst part? I started becoming someone I didn't like. This over-zealously moral, hypocritical, paranoid. I caught myself in it recently. I mean, yeah, I made a bunch of decisions, but then I allowed them to rule my life. So that chapter of my life is through. I can go back to "not caring what other people think" mode. (In quotations because "secretly I always do)
Estrella hasn't been all that bad though. In fact I've met two guys (Joey and Warren) who are cool to chat with for a bit, and discovered that Nicole Jones is going to EMCC also. It's really awesome to be able to talk with her. She can ooze about Jorge as I laugh with her, and then I can go on and on about David without her rolling her eyes or giving me loathing looks.
My life has pretty much consisted of school for the past week. Knowing David will call at 9 is what gets me through my day though. I'm beginning to fully realize some of the competition for gratuating top of my class. Meh, so long as I graduate with distinction I'll be okay. Furthermore, I learned that I can earn a scholarship while meeting the requirements of this scholarship. So life is becoming peachy again. I just hope that I get a call on my application to Sam's. Money doesn't bring happiness, but it sure does help make things run smoother.