Jun 30, 2005 23:44
so being grounded SUCKS. haha yess you could say i FINALLY got caught. it sucks too but it happens to the best of us. i don't know how long i'm grounded for and i think i just might kill myself. marianne and davId are blowing this way out of proportion. i can't go out and THEY TOOK AWAY MY PHONE! seriously..who does that? and i will most likely be grounded on the fourth of july! that is one of my favorite holidays and i'm very upset by this. w/ev they are gay.
i must say..once again EMILY BROWN pretty much saved my life and she is the best drunken driver i know haha i luv you and miss youuuu =) along with jensen! come back from colorado! ((but i guess it doesn't matter cause i'm grounded!))
i've definitely decided i'm the biggest screw up ever. i can't do anything right and when i try to fix things, i just mess them up even more. ((this is not about being grounded))
alkjsasdhf ahh w/ev i don't feel like typing anymore. i'm depressed now from not being able to be in civilization. haha i'll do this cuz i'm bored and be on my way. tomorrow is july!
A b o u t Y o u
// name: Jess
// birthday: 11.5.88
// nationality: MEXICAN! haha italian and irish
// screen name: xx jort404 xx
// hair length: long and ugly i need a haircut bad
// hair color: dark brown still with weird highlights haha
// eye color : brown
// piercings: none
// tattoos: none now but i want one
F a v o r i t e s . .
// color[s]: blue
// perfume: i duno i dont wear anything anymore
// t.v. show: STRIP SEARCH real world
// movie: willy wonka and the chocolate factory-coach carter-the incredibles-many more
// band/singer: FALL OUT BOY and lately lil jon thanks to emily
// subject: haha still chem
// fruit: pineapples green apples oranges just about all fruits
// month: july and september-NOVEMBER
// season: summer is over-rated FALL
// holiday: halloween and fourth of july haha im weird christmas too of course
D o Y o u . .
// do you believe in love at first sight? its possible
// do you get along with your parents? depends on the day and if im grounded or not
// do you think about suicide? noo
// do you drink? yess
// do you do drugs? i used to very often but im not doin that shit anymore
// do you smoke? i have
// do you think you have multiple personalities? yess i do
H a v e y o u . .
// have you ever smoked? yes
// have you ever done drugs? yes
// have you ever gotten drunk? yes
// have you ever used someone? yes
// have you ever been used by someone? yes
// have you ever wanted someone you couldn't have: yes
T h e B e s t . .
// best person to talk to: on problems..mostly emily
about funny stuff: mostly jensen and emily and everybody
// best feeling: being wanted
// best thing in the world: being with people that like you
best stuffed animal you own: haha i duno
// best thing that happened to you today: haha i saw emily (my real mother) and the bball girls this morning for breakfast and larson and me went out before i had to go home =(
T h e L a s t . .
// last time you cried? saturday if i remember haha i was drunk
// last movie you saw in a theater? long ass time ago maybe fever pitch?
// last movie you rented? coach carter
// last movie you bought? i dont buy movies
// last song you listened to? at this moment..lil jon-get crunk
// last song you downloaded? haha lil jon
// last tv show you watched? STRIP SEARCH!! <3
// last song that was stuck in your head? this one get crunk mother fucker get crunk =)
// last person you were thinking of? hm
// last person you talked to: my sister
// last person you hugged: emily
// last person you kissed: hahahah uhh no comment
// last person you went to eat out with: all the bball girls
// last person you slow danced with: noo ideaa
// last person you yelled at: haha my dog
// last person you called: larson this morning im not really allowed on the phone right now haha
// last person who called you: jensen
// last person who made you smile? jensen samantha roback and debbie
// last person who made you laugh? them ^^^^
// last person who said they loved you? i duno =)
L o v e a n d r e l a t i o n s h i p s . .
// who is your boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? =)
// what do you first notice in the opposite sex?: arms and shoes haha
// are you currently in love? no
// first real crush: uhmm nick haha
// last crush: =)
p.s.--meggyyy boy do i need to talk to you...im sorry for everything