bah...
i love my program.
i love my classes.
i love my professors.
i love my apartment.
i love my room.
i love the convenience of all the stores on the street i live on.
but i feel trapped, and lonely. i can't go anywhere unless i drive, and places worth driving to, i don't want to go alone. why am i home alone watching tv on dvd when i'm 23, single and it's a friday night?
i hate living in this apartment complex. i'm feeling intensified cabin fever, and i hate living in the suburbs. i don't feel like myself when i'm not in a big city... i just need to hang in there for another year...
i can't wait to go to vienna. i bought a new cute new jacket at target, and adorable gray boots online this week. can't wait for them to come. i hope they fit.
i miss philadelphia.
i love my classes.
i love my professors.
i love my apartment.
i love my room.
i love the convenience of all the stores on the street i live on.
but i feel trapped, and lonely. i can't go anywhere unless i drive, and places worth driving to, i don't want to go alone. why am i home alone watching tv on dvd when i'm 23, single and it's a friday night?
i hate living in this apartment complex. i'm feeling intensified cabin fever, and i hate living in the suburbs. i don't feel like myself when i'm not in a big city... i just need to hang in there for another year...
i can't wait to go to vienna. i bought a new cute new jacket at target, and adorable gray boots online this week. can't wait for them to come. i hope they fit.
i miss philadelphia.