ranting for once
okay so i'm in a ranty mood.
first off im damn impatient!!
im hoping jen will come online after the gig and tell me all about it! tell me if they sang our song and ask if she got pics with the twi people she wanted pics taken with. cos i wanna see cos it will be pretty! plus, i always love talking to her when she's had a good time cos shes giddy and i love to see it! i love to see people i love giddy, it makes me happy and most of the time i prefer them to be happy than i do myself. oof couse 90% of the time i would rather me never be haooy again as long as i gave some of my friends some joy. im weird,
also im damn uposet!!
I made some changed to Beautiful Iris to make it better the other night. it was near perferct to how i wanted a certain scene, and my computer has went and fucking lost it!! now i gotta sit and try and remwember what i wrote and try to recreate it!! I think i almost cried when i realised it had lost,
I cant breathe!!
i had to get up from bed cos i cant sleep. i'm all stuffed u and my nose aint being nice. i cant breathe ansd im pannicking in bed. i was keeping the boy up and that made me feel bad.
I'm insulte!
Now i dont think that the person who i'm talking about is actually on my flist... unfortunately... but im going to rant anyway!!
I was talking to a certain person about the sexual orientation of an actor and my views on it and she goes and basically says that homosexuality and bisexuality doesnt exist... which left me v coniused... she said that o couldnt be bisexul cos i had a boyfriend which is complete nonsence! then said that she doesnt want to meet me now that she knows that i hapen to fancy men AND women. she said that she was worried that i would want to sleep with her. THAT IS INSANE!! i mean in January im going to panto with loz, han and kel... it doesnt mean im gonna wanna shag them just cos theyre women and i hapen to fancy women. I mean... i wouldnt say no to some of my friends, definately not (winks to apropriate members of my fanlist) but it doesnt mean i wanna shag everyone!!
the worst thing was that she basically called bisexual people promiscious, which is a load of shyte!!
and the thing that confuses me most i think is that she's actually a jack/ianto shipper (tho not to the extent of fandom - but she does read fanfic). she said 'thats okay, cs thats not real)
I'm seething about that!!
first off im damn impatient!!
im hoping jen will come online after the gig and tell me all about it! tell me if they sang our song and ask if she got pics with the twi people she wanted pics taken with. cos i wanna see cos it will be pretty! plus, i always love talking to her when she's had a good time cos shes giddy and i love to see it! i love to see people i love giddy, it makes me happy and most of the time i prefer them to be happy than i do myself. oof couse 90% of the time i would rather me never be haooy again as long as i gave some of my friends some joy. im weird,
also im damn uposet!!
I made some changed to Beautiful Iris to make it better the other night. it was near perferct to how i wanted a certain scene, and my computer has went and fucking lost it!! now i gotta sit and try and remwember what i wrote and try to recreate it!! I think i almost cried when i realised it had lost,
I cant breathe!!
i had to get up from bed cos i cant sleep. i'm all stuffed u and my nose aint being nice. i cant breathe ansd im pannicking in bed. i was keeping the boy up and that made me feel bad.
I'm insulte!
Now i dont think that the person who i'm talking about is actually on my flist... unfortunately... but im going to rant anyway!!
I was talking to a certain person about the sexual orientation of an actor and my views on it and she goes and basically says that homosexuality and bisexuality doesnt exist... which left me v coniused... she said that o couldnt be bisexul cos i had a boyfriend which is complete nonsence! then said that she doesnt want to meet me now that she knows that i hapen to fancy men AND women. she said that she was worried that i would want to sleep with her. THAT IS INSANE!! i mean in January im going to panto with loz, han and kel... it doesnt mean im gonna wanna shag them just cos theyre women and i hapen to fancy women. I mean... i wouldnt say no to some of my friends, definately not (winks to apropriate members of my fanlist) but it doesnt mean i wanna shag everyone!!
the worst thing was that she basically called bisexual people promiscious, which is a load of shyte!!
and the thing that confuses me most i think is that she's actually a jack/ianto shipper (tho not to the extent of fandom - but she does read fanfic). she said 'thats okay, cs thats not real)
I'm seething about that!!