1 month 29 days...
its a little before 0830 and im awake and i dont have to be at school til 1230......now anyone that knows me should be saying what the fuck is going on and looking outside for snow or something. truth is....i havent been able to sleep much lately. i got so much on my mind and not to mention im pretty damn sick.
2 nights ago i did something i probably should not of done. but i dont regret it and giving the chance to do it again i would without even thinking. it gave me hope and thats something that i was just about running out of. maybe its false hope but i sure as hell hope its not.
last night i got pretty upset over basically nothing. over stuff i already knew but for some reason it really hurt last night. i hope everyones right i hope after prom everything gets better i would really like that.
but i ended up talking to a kid that up until a month ago i thought was some shy little kid. its funny what 1 monday night at bowling does to a person though lol. but yea im glad he called me cause it was good to talk to him and get his opinion. i just hope hes right i hope everything works out...
i sent someone an email last night that i prolly should not of sent but i just had all that shit to get off my chest and i kinda ended up wrambling. its prolly just going to make things worse but oh well. when have i ever been the one to hold shit in
i just want things to be normal again....
i was just talking to my friend fran about the summer and how much fun we had just sitting up 72 bullshitting and lighting of fire works and shit...sigh good times good times.
well im going to lay back down and pray that everything works out for me....
2 nights ago i did something i probably should not of done. but i dont regret it and giving the chance to do it again i would without even thinking. it gave me hope and thats something that i was just about running out of. maybe its false hope but i sure as hell hope its not.
last night i got pretty upset over basically nothing. over stuff i already knew but for some reason it really hurt last night. i hope everyones right i hope after prom everything gets better i would really like that.
but i ended up talking to a kid that up until a month ago i thought was some shy little kid. its funny what 1 monday night at bowling does to a person though lol. but yea im glad he called me cause it was good to talk to him and get his opinion. i just hope hes right i hope everything works out...
i sent someone an email last night that i prolly should not of sent but i just had all that shit to get off my chest and i kinda ended up wrambling. its prolly just going to make things worse but oh well. when have i ever been the one to hold shit in
i just want things to be normal again....
i was just talking to my friend fran about the summer and how much fun we had just sitting up 72 bullshitting and lighting of fire works and shit...sigh good times good times.
well im going to lay back down and pray that everything works out for me....