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OH my god is it posible that i am freezong in florida cause i am. The baby is sleeping and i have time for myself. I wish i had a life with stuff to do and go out eveynight. Yet my life is commited to the most beautiful little boy in the world.i do miss school though making new friends and talking with them in class and what is going on in their lives. I kinda do that at work with the few people who i consider friends.It would just be nice to recive a phone call or soemthing to make me feel like i am popular. I don't know why but i want to be popular even in high school i wanted to to be popular and i wasn't. Yeah i was a social butterfly and i talked to a shit load of people but i hung out with my little group of people who disinigrated into one person who i don't even talk to anymore. I know all these girls who have a giant group of friends and they have all known eachother since like preschool. i don't know i just once wish i was a person who people want to talk to all the time and call and want to hang out with and come over the house and you know what i mean . I am completly insane for thinking this way.i think i am sooo screwed up it is not even funny. this is the only place where i actually think that poeple listen to my problem and what i have to say and help me out. I juat have a problem with reading other journals i want to ui just don't have the time to. well i hope that those of you who read my journal enjoy i love reading your comments the more the better i hope you understand that i can't read your all the time. have a a great night oh a fight is breaking out inmy house here is a nother exciting night with my boyfriends neice and nephews