Apr 13, 2004 13:23
I know...The complaints have been coming in non-stop. I haven't written in awhile... Things have been crazy what with the new baby, working now 4 nights a week and trying to get ready for the Freedom Party on Gay Pride Weekend which I'm also working on.
I apologize to everyone, but aside from small little forgettable things, nothing groundbreaking has happened.
The only thing I'm really hoping pans out, and I don't wanna jump the gun, is that I might (and i say *might* loosely) start working at a club in NYC. That's all I'll say for now...just cross your fingers and pray for me.
DJ-ing at Club One is still working out well for me and I love doing it...So Wed, Thurs, Fri & Sun, you'll know where to find me. That possible NYC gig is happening on a Sat, so there's no conflict of interest...
This Friday will actually be alot of fun for me at Club One. There's a big party that's going to be happening to kinda revive the scene a bit. Starting at Club One and hopefully working it's way through other places. I do remember a time when everyone was really excited to go out and hang out and have fun. That seems to have stopped lately and I dunno why. So this is our effort to give things a jump start. Alot of people from my "old school club crew" are coming out and in their honor and mine too, I'm gonna be playing two hours of all Tunnel/Twilo/Limelight classics that we all used to rock out to back then. I can't wait!!
Usually the part of my journal that people seem to enjoy the most are my stories about the men I meet in my travels and while it seems the flood gates still haven't closed recently, there are things I'd rather have kept in private. At least for now...
I did call a certain someone, just to see what was going on and how he was. Left a voicemail. We'll see what happens. I'm not expecting a big production over this. No big lights. No musical numbers.
"If I was dressed in my best defenses
Would you agree to meet me for coffee?
If I did my tricks with smoke and mirrors
Would you still know which one was me?
If I was naked and screaming on your front lawn
Would you turn on the light and come down?
Screaming: 'There's the asshole who did this to me!!
Stripped me of my powers
Stripped me down'
Cause I used to be a superhero
No one could hurt me
No not even myself
And you are like a phone booth
That I somehow stumbled into
And now look at me
I am just like everybody else..."
- Ani Di Franco "Superhero"
And I'm really surprised at how not stressed I am about it all...Not one panic attack in sight. Woo Hoo!!
If I hear from him, that would be great...if not? What can I do? I know I tried... And I won't lie...I would love to talk to him again...but I'm only one person who can do only so much...
"You've been gone exactly two weeks
Two weeks and three days
And now I'm a different person
Different in so many ways
Tell me what did you like about me
And don't say my strength and daring
Cause now I think I'm at your mercy
And it's my first time for this kinda thing..."
- Ani DiFranco "Superhero"
Oh well...I have to go run some errands with mommy for now and get to my sister's house for my daily dose of baby. Haha...
Oh...One thing I'm obsessed with as of lately is just about anything Ani DiFranco...I'm turning into a lesbian. That and my Sarah Brightman "Harem" DVD. I guess that negates the inner lesbian, I dunno haha...Either way, both are amazing and highly reccommendable!
I promise I'll write something else soon...perhaps with more details...
Till Then,
John