a song.

[jnpfreak]

SheDaisy - In terms of love

Now and then I confess you cross my mind
Now and then I guess I have a little too much time
I've changed my way of thinking
I've tried hard to separate what came too soon
From what came too late

I don't think about me in terms of you
I don't think about you in terms of us
I don't think about us in terms of love
I don't think about then in terms of now
I found a way to start again somehow
I don't think about what we thought it was
Oh, in terms of love
Oh, in terms of love

I'm countin' on heaven to understand
I didn't mean to go and mess up all the plans
Sometimes you know where you should go
Before you know the way
I'll bother with tomorrow
Once I made it through today

I don't think about me in terms of you
I don't think about you in terms of us
I don't think about us in terms of love
I don't think about then in terms of now
I found a way to start again somehow
I don't think about what we thought it was
Oh, in terms of love
Mmmm, hummm, yeah

I don't think about black in terms of grey
Or revelations in the light of day
I don't think about cold in terms of ice
Or second chances happenin' twice

I don't think about me in terms of you
I don't think about you in terms of us
I don't think about us in terms of love
I don't think about then in terms of now
I found a way to start again somehow
I don't think about what we thought it was
Oh, in terms of love

(I don't think about me in terms of you)
(I don't think about you in terms of us)
In terms of love

(I don't think about then in terms of now)
(I found a way to start again somehow)
Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah

I know what this songs means to me and at the same time i don't. I was in a relationship for almost 9 months and than bam it was over. But,I am thinking this song means that i don't think about he and i like that anymore. I know we are friends, but then again my mind does wonder back to the memories. i will always love Colin, because i made a beautiful choice. I am thankful for this relationship, because it was blessed by God and no one else. Now it became more so about us than God, so it needed to end. I think this is me beginning to embrace being single and just relying on God. I love this feeling, knowing that God is that good. Thank you Lord for allowing me to let it all out. For bringing beauty from my pain.

I will admit my mind still goes back there sometimes.

Thank you Lord for blessing me so much, even though i feel so unworthy of Your grace. Thank You!

<3 Your daughter and Princess,

Heidi