Whatever... Whatever
I guess I can say what I want now. I can tell Linda I know Zach is fake, and that I have known. The only reason I didn't, is because of Ann's sake. Linda would complain and start things with Ann if I said I knew, and it would just cause more problems. I wasn't going to let that happen, so I acted with it. Whatever, its just good to know I don't have to act any more.
But at one time I didn't know it was all fake, but that didn't last forever. When I finally knew he was, it kind of sucked. It really sucked... I mean, kind of hurts too. Ann, my girlfriend, lied to me about something like that. What is even worse, is that she did it because she worried about what Linda would do. I don't see why, they aren't friends. I guess maybe cuz they were friends when they first told me about the lie thats gone on for a while. It started before I knew her.
Ann had cried and was afraid of what I might of done if she had told me. At the time it happened, she brought "him" up out of no where, and I knew something was wrong. Then she said once she told me, that I will want to break up with her... Smart move. She made it seem bad, then expected me not to wonder. So later, after asking over and over, she told me. She started crying, and she wanted to hang up right after she said it, so I couldn't respond. before she could finish and hang up, I just said I don't care, I still love her. Talked for a few more minutes, before she had to go.
Even though trying to be torn apart, me and her are still together. And today, I made sure to call Linda what she is in the halls - a bitch. I hope she heard me too. She thinks I am going to back down from a fight with the guy she wanted to send after me. I guess he is 18 and from detroit. I wouldnt back down, but I wasn't about to get up, and walk my ass all the way over there in the cold to fight. I was kind of hoping he came over. Whatever.
Jamel didn't believe me when I said I tried to kill myself before. I told him something about something... and put a note about it in my away. Linda thought it meant I was going to pull a gun out on Ian. No... I wouldn't kill him over nothing, and lose my future. Especially right now, when i'm finally happy with my life. Maybe since he is 18, I would of fought dirty... like a balls shot. But no guns, not on him, over something stupid.
ANF Ann... ANF.
But at one time I didn't know it was all fake, but that didn't last forever. When I finally knew he was, it kind of sucked. It really sucked... I mean, kind of hurts too. Ann, my girlfriend, lied to me about something like that. What is even worse, is that she did it because she worried about what Linda would do. I don't see why, they aren't friends. I guess maybe cuz they were friends when they first told me about the lie thats gone on for a while. It started before I knew her.
Ann had cried and was afraid of what I might of done if she had told me. At the time it happened, she brought "him" up out of no where, and I knew something was wrong. Then she said once she told me, that I will want to break up with her... Smart move. She made it seem bad, then expected me not to wonder. So later, after asking over and over, she told me. She started crying, and she wanted to hang up right after she said it, so I couldn't respond. before she could finish and hang up, I just said I don't care, I still love her. Talked for a few more minutes, before she had to go.
Even though trying to be torn apart, me and her are still together. And today, I made sure to call Linda what she is in the halls - a bitch. I hope she heard me too. She thinks I am going to back down from a fight with the guy she wanted to send after me. I guess he is 18 and from detroit. I wouldnt back down, but I wasn't about to get up, and walk my ass all the way over there in the cold to fight. I was kind of hoping he came over. Whatever.
Jamel didn't believe me when I said I tried to kill myself before. I told him something about something... and put a note about it in my away. Linda thought it meant I was going to pull a gun out on Ian. No... I wouldn't kill him over nothing, and lose my future. Especially right now, when i'm finally happy with my life. Maybe since he is 18, I would of fought dirty... like a balls shot. But no guns, not on him, over something stupid.
ANF Ann... ANF.